Ah Boy Story

2009-07-25T20:29:00.001+08:00

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2009-07-21T17:26:00.001+08:00

After a few months of studying, I started to realize that studying and working at the same time is not easy. I finally understand why some of my friends tell me that they cannot take it for both working and studying at the same time. Is really tiring and it so easy to manage as well. Imagine while studying I can just doze off like that? I was so upset with one of my lecturer, which I think I am going to prepared to failed her exam paper. The way she teaches and e she elaborate things is so different. No one in e class ever listen and mean what she say because no one understand.

I once came in to do a assignment off hers, I was told by her that we can actually source the stuff online but need to rephrase it and need to have the author name and year and she have never mention before she wants the publisher name as well. So I proceed to source things from internet with one of my team mate. After spending ½ days without sleeping, we manage to get everything done. But somehow she din elaborate much on e assignment that she has given to us and so we hang up to her during out last second lesson for her to check. Immediately she say we copy everything from internet, but the fact is we do this research that is source from a book, but she just blindly assume it. I am so furious at that time and I speak up to her in a nice tone saying that “didn’t you say we can source from internet but is just that we need to rephrase it?” Amazingly, she’s furious about the comment I made and bang the table saying, “ I want you all to source books from library and not online, do you understand what’s e meaning of library?” Me and my team mate was like “fine, we won’t argue with you further more as you have already disgrace us in front of our classmate and it wasn’t totally our fault at all. People were like saying “hey, she did mention we can source online, didn’t she?” Precisely, I really did hear her saying that but how come now appears another publisher and only books are allow to get the information for our assignment from. Dun you think that’s a bit unpromising? We are already having such a hectic work already, what else does she wants? I can’t 100% focus on study like last time cause I am now no longer a full time government students like what I have during my teenage life. Sometime, I really miss those days when I were young.

The reason why I never blog yesterday is because I am having exam, my marketing exam. It wasn’t that hard but is just that the page I study very hard did not come out in the end. I was so disappointed with my performance yesterday. I doubt I will be more disappointed when my results is send to me. Sigh.. I hope if I ever failed this subject and was ask to retake, I have to score well because this lecturer we have is the best so far. Pray hard and hopefully I can passed for this subject that I took yesterday. No need to be with flying colours or what, simple will do. Just hope I can passed for this. Pray hard seriously.. I even eat vegetarian yesterday afternoon to prepare for my exam because after so many years, this is my first time taking exam. I am so nervous and almost forgotten everything, it’s so stress! Last paper will be on Thursday before I can relax. Pray hard for me people and I know my grandma is watching over me in the heaven. I need to add oil (Jia you)

2009-07-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

Since I have not much things to do and also I hasn’t been updating my blog for this week, so here I am to do a small survey. Readers pls enjoy! 1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket? ? Taiwan, for sure! In fact, I am going this coming Nov with my own hard earn money ok! Anyone wanna join? :D

2. What's your favourite thing to do? ? Favourite thing? Hmm.. My room, my bed, my laptop, my handphone, my ipod and my clothes. :D

3. Do you think money can buy happiness? ? I doubt so..

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be? ? To have a sweet and nice galfriend, and a hope my family members that healthy...

5. Things you cant live without. ? Family, her, my Hp, Laptop, Ipod, tv and clothes.

6. What are you afraid to lose? ? Anyone that is close to me.

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do? ? Ask my best friends out to chill, treat my family member for a good treat/holidays. What do you dream of doing in the future? ? Business man? This is much more reality den me being a superstar! :D 10. What makes you happy? ? Being wif her, seeing my family member/parents living healthy and to chill up with my best friends.

11. What type of person do you hate most? ? Liar, backstabber, assholes, bitch and irritating people.

12. If you have a super power what would it be? ? Super Power? What a good question arh.

13. Would you go for happiness or money? ? Happiness of cos, but best if I could have both.. And some people say, no money no happiness. It’s quite true! :p

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life? ? Family, her and my best friends.

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him? ? Definitely.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you? ? Dun be so busybody larh.. Ask so much.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now? ? Badly? To complete my diploma course and my trip to Taiwan. I am just looking forward. Hee..

18. Who are you close to? ? My best friends.

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be? ? Study hard and be a useful person to avoid disappointment frm my parents. :(

30. Where are you now? ? At work.

31. Do you miss someone now? And who do you miss? ? I dun find it necessary to tel you.

32. This question related to 1st question. Why would you like to go to that place if people sponsor you a air ticket? ? To visit my friend as well as to shop there. This is my dream, I had wanted to go there for long.

33. How is your mood now? ? Tired and worried.

34. What song are listening too now? ? Non..

35. What song are listening too just now? ? Any..

36. Who are your favourite Band and Idol? ? I dun have any favourite band, as for idol, it will be Jay Chou!

37. List up your top 5 craving. ? 1) Be with her forever! 2) My parents to be healthy. 3) Happiness 4) A class 3 license. 5) To had my own dream car..

38. What's your favourite food? ? Anything that is nice..

39. Do you hate anyone in your mind? ? Yes, but I dun think it’s necessary to tel you.

40. What are you doing now? ? Doing this survey and working.

Alright, that’s all. Stay tune to enjoy.. :)

2009-07-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday again. As promise, I will update my blog every Monday to prevent me from neglecting my blogger.
Economic dun seem to be getting beta, in fact it’s getting worst, America is retrenching more people, Singapore currently is still in a stable condition I think. During this time, is very hard for us to look for jobs, so please dun make a rush decision to resign at this moment, further more please dun be choosy for jobs as well. Just take it whichever you had an offered from the employer itself. For me, I will bear with everything at the moment, my contract is ending next year and by then I will go without any renewal. I do hope the economic will get beta eventually. Time is hard, spend wisely.

1 more month before my current house going to officially hand over the keys to the buyer (the next owner). I feel kinda sad as I have been staying here for almost 10 years. This house has reminded me all the memories that I had during my stay here for the past 10 years. Is time for me to leave all the bad memories behind and bury in my current house and bring all the good memories back to my new house coming in September. I gonna say goodbye to block 107 soon and welcoming block 139. I hope that after moving in to my new house, everyone of us will get better no matter in career, family relationship, relationship, health or fortune. Time to move on. Everything will start afresh. Last, I really hope to spend my 23th birthday at my current house before moving over. 1 day before my birthday, this house is gonna be handed over. I do hope on the 16th of Aug, I get to celebrate at my current house for the last time like what my brother did. So see you guys at my house on the 15th Aug I assume. Take the last look at my current house before I move in to my new house and invite everyone over for house warming. Cheers!

Last Friday was my brother birthday, rush home immediately after lesson to celebrate with him his 17th birthday. As promise by Adrian and Chris that wanted to celebrate with him had turn up, except for Adrian as he’s too tired to get out of his bed due to school. We order pizza late at nite together with my brother friends. Had pizza, watch tv with Chris and den I head on to bed leaving Chris at the living room watching tv on his own.

Den Sat meet Adrian and Chris at 8pm bringing my laptop and marketing book with me heading on to Tampines intending to watch transformers. I regret not booking online the day before as the ticket is selling fast and unavailable for some timing. End up with head on to Changi Airport to look for spot that have power cable. Argh… I wanna watch transformers. Guys, maybe we shall meet up again on this coming weekend to catch it. We stay in airport till midnite cos Ernie last minute cannot make it. Had a small argument with him due to a childish/petty act. Were misunderstood over a small matter. Is it worth argue over this? Well.. Forget about it, everything is over, dun mention about it anymore. Study at my house till next morning, breakfast den carry on with our project wif Serene. My goodness, we finally completed our project in the afternoon. This project stress us like hell! Good English good grammar required. Today need to hand up my project hope the teacher won’t reject our effort again. I appreciate that. Exam is coming, I am gonna be stress. 4 years down the road, this is the 1st time I am going to take my exam back like before again, I seriously pray hard for my exams, I hope I can do well. I need the certificate!

I slept at 7pm yesterday and wake up this morning at 5am. Isn’t it surprise that I manage to sleep that long after a long day without getting my sleep. It’s so nice and refreshing. Haha… Back to work today and were kinda busy. I gonna have less time to play cos of busy at work and exams is coming. Wish me luck people. Ask me out after my exam ok? Wanna enjoy after my exams. And yea, my Taiwan trip. 4 more months to go, looking forward. Hope no one cancel the plan again last minute. Once again, will update my blog next week. Earliest by Friday. Take care people!

Mood: [I am so stress!] :(

2009-06-29T13:43:00.001+08:00

My Converse shoes. :)

I want to make it a habit to update my blog at least once a week on every Monday. I feel that I do not have anything to blog on during weekdays, what I do is to work, study and sleep. So ya, nothing new going on in weekdays.

Let’s start with Friday again. As usual routine, meet up with Adrian and Chris for supper den head on to downtown east E-hub for a short walk, back to my house and watch television.
Next day Sat, a very busy day for me. Wake up at ard 11 plus, bath, put on my lenses and head on to Bishan to get present for my baby niece. Back home at 5pm to fetch mum down to my cousin house, my bro join us there later on. Chit chat with cousin and aunty till 9 plus. Mum, me and my bro cab home den me and my bro cab down to Tampines mall cos we are so late. He meet his friends in Tampines mall while I head on to mrt station to meet the rest. Train down to Golden Mile Thai pub, waited for Wei Yuan and Liang Zhu to come. We decide to cab down to Katong shopping mall for lan! Intend to play with them but Shu Ren dun noe how to play lan and he wan me to keep him company, with that 2 hours free we went to internet shop to search online. They came and join us later on after their lan den we walk to Bedok. Had breakfast at Mac and bus-ed home at 630am!

Wake up at 1pm in the afternoon on Sunday, mum ask me accompany her go Tampines mall. I bought a pair of Converse shoes and Shirt. I didn’t intend to get a shoes but it seem that people ard me have been complaining that my shoes is rotten, and that makes me the reason/excuse to get a new shoes for myself. Hopefully it won’t cause pain on my leg and this is a converse shoes, I get it at 53 bucks after 10% discount. I get a black one as Adrian has a grey one and Chris has a blue one.

2009-06-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

Probably everyone might have heard of Michael Jackson news this morning, knowing that he passed away yesterday afternoon around 2 plus. Michael is only 50 this year, is really a tragic to hear about this happening news. We have never hear anything about him having any illness all this while, is really shock to have hear that he’s dead in the morning news today. It’s really sad seeing all this. He’s really a talented singer and dancer I should say, who dun noe who’s Micheal Jackson for those who born in 1970’s and 1980’s. I bet you all must have heard of him and his songs. Is really a waste.
A minute of silence to pray for Michael Jackson everyone. Rest in peace Michael, you will always remind in our heart.

There’s urge for me to almost reported mc for today as I totally have no mood to come to work, I really drag myself up of the bed and head on to work. My mum is on mc today and my doggy momo is going to visit a vet today. I wanted to bring momo there but I need to work, my bro take him there today with Alex. A big thanks to Alex for his precious car, else I dun noe how momo is going to get there without a car. Taxi seldom want to take a ride for doggy. :)
Heard from mum after momo’s return home that momo is shouting very loud during the injection and it really pain me to see momo in pain. Haha! But he’s too naughty, sometime is also good for him to be a good boy for 1 day. J Momo is sad as what my mum mention to me saying that he give them a sad looking face. Haha.. That’s cute momo. :)

Today in office, stupid Melody and Shanni bully me, they are going to get it from me when they return to work on Monday. :P

2009-06-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

Hi all, We have been told that Singapore already have 220 people get infected with swine flu. To avoid spreading, please follow the below instruction, else everyone of us will have to be Quarantine. :)

Meanwhile please take care of yourself well to avoid swine flu or other illness come looking and coming after you. :P

If you find out that you have the following symptoms below, kindly consult a doctor asap without any delayed.

• High fever (> 38 deg C) • Sore throat • Cough • Body aches • Runny nose • Headaches • Tiredness

If you have any such symptoms, you should call 993 promptly for an ambulance. You should avoid taking public transport or taxi to minimise exposure. To help in contact tracing, the public may find it helpful to keep records of their movements for 7 days (for example by keeping taxi receipts) after their return. Travellers who have been to countries that have been considered by WHO to have sustained community transmission, as well as countries that have been reported to have exported cases (ie. Argentina, Australia, Canada, Chile, Dominican Republic, Japan, Mexico, Panama, Philippines, Spain, Thailand, United Kingdom, United States of America, Indonesia and Hong Kong SAR) should immediately call 993 for medical assistance if they feel unwell within seven days of arrival. If you are feeling unwell, they should avoid travelling and should not engage in extensive community activities such as working, shopping and participating in mass activities.
If travel to these areas is unavoidable, we encourage travellers to take the following precautionary measures:
• Pay attention to announcements from the local government.
• Follow local public health guidelines, including any movement restrictions and prevention recommendations.
• Avoid crowded areas and contact with anyone who appears unwell.
• Maintain high standards of personal hygiene at all times.
- Wash hands regularly and thoroughly with soap and water, especially before touching the eyes, nose or mouth.
- Turn quickly away from anyone near if they are about to cough or sneeze.
- Cover the nose and mouth with a piece of tissue when coughing or sneezing.
Dispose of the tissue paper properly in the dust bin after use.
I hope this help. :)
Take care everyone! I know work is important but health is much more important as well. Without a good health, I believe you won't be able to commit so much on work so ya. Take take good care please.

For personal protection, the following is essential: Influenza A (H1N1) can be spread through droplets when an infected person coughs, sneezes or speaks. It can also be spread when a person touches a contaminated surface and then touches his nose or mouth. To protect yourself and others around you against Influenza A (H1N1), you can: • Wash your hands regularly and thoroughly with soap and water, especially before touching your eyes, nose or mouth. • Turn quickly away from anyone near you if you are about to cough or sneeze. • Cover your nose and mouth with a piece of tissue paper when coughing or sneezing. Dispose of the tissue paper properly in the dust bin after use. • Avoid crowded places if you are unwell and wear a surgical mask to cover your nose and mouth. Seek prompt medical attention. • Stay home when you are sick. Do not go out, to work or to school.

2009-06-15T12:09:00.000+08:00

I am going to breakdown soon! Everything doesn’t seem to go my way! Not some but everything!!! They are always troublemakers around that cause all this. My galfriend, my family, my brother, my work, my studies and my work! All same same same. Fuck my life! Damn it.. You wan my life you take it back, dun torture me like hell! I can’t stand! What I suffer in ns cannot compare to my internal suffer like now! Life seem to be meaningless and sucky! I am sad!!! This world has nothing for me to stay on seriously! Hahahahaha… I am seriously down…

2009-06-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

A very busy weekend I had last week. Went for Melody’s birthday last Friday at Pasir Ris costa sand chalet. Took a cab from Clementi interchange with Steph, Steph bf and Shanni. Reach there abt 8 plus. I feel so down for the whole day wearing a pink top going everywhere. I have nv done that before but becos of Melody birthday, I do it once and wear it once for her sake frm a faraway place to Pasir Ris. Reach home at 11 plus, meet Adrian n Chris again, head back to downtown east to catch a movie named The land of the lost. Indeed a funny show recommended by Adrian. LOLS!

Sat, met up with Chris again to the PC show. Suppose to have Adrian with us but last min he need to go his grandma house and so we meet him at night. Suppose to meet Wai Yee too but she overslept due to her night shift before Sat. Me n Chris took bus 12 there, it took us about an hour to reach. Dinner at Funah IT Mall KFC den headed to the PC show. We bought a speaker for my lappy. I saw a lenova laptop that really attracted me a lot. I have an urge to bought it back with installment plan, but think of it I think Is beta for me to get one after I move house cos my old one is still working. I jus wan to bought a new one becos my bro wan a laptop n I decided to give him mine! Headed home by bus 12 at 10 plus, reach home at 11 plus den meet Adrian out again.

Sun, wake up very early. Headed to Tampines with mum cos she wanted to go there settle something. I sleep at 4am before that and wake up at 11 plus on Sun morning. Lols! After that went over to buy Chris baby summer 1st mth celebration present, went over to mum & babe to get the stuff while waiting for Wai yee to come. She took an hour plus to reach here cos when I cal her that time, she’s still sleeping. Oh my god! Met her ard 3 plus, she went to buy present den headed over to Chris house. Saw his baby, his baby is so cute! Haha… Congrats Christopher!!! You are a dad now.

Right, here I am now working. Tonight still got lesson, assignment has not yet done! My god…

2009-06-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

Got into a big big fight with my brother yesterday. This time we really use action to settle things. I push him and he push me too. My mum started to cry and beg us to stop! I know it’s my fault but at least I admitted. How abt you? Get someone to message me doesn’t mean everything is settled. My brother did something that make me super duper angry. He treat this home like a hotel, come and go as he likes! Dad is sick and there he’s so irresponsible as to leave him at home without seeing him. I had enough of all this. Mum, please stop spoiling him! He’s useless in a way and ya, he force me to say it out in my own mouth!

He’s a very very irresponsible kid I should say. He use the phone line that is under my name, I thought he is a responsible boy and so I sign up a plan for him, I trust him cos he’s my only bro. But who knows, the young and cute brother of mine has been change to a useless and irresponsible brother. He use my hp bill up to 800 plus. Line got cut off due to not paying the bill for him as it’s too expensive and I dun think it’s necessary to keep the line alive for him, he will only overspend it! I am so furious after all this stupid words that came out from his mouth! He’s the one using the line and now he denies paying it. He say he won’t pay a single cents for this line since he’s not using anymore! So, what about this? Trying to expect me to clean his shit for him after he shitted? Oh… Wth..

A irresponsible people like him dun deserve anymore respect from me, I had enough of all your freaking nonsense! I am seriously tired of holding on to the post, I think I should let go and let my brother rid the whole thing. Is not easy to be the head of the family whereby people dun even appreciate and agree to all your terms. They are always trouble maker to spoil all this thing! I am provoked and upset now. Mum, you should wake up! Come and take a look at your precious son attitude, else I will leave the house for good!

I will die if this goes on! I want to strip the post of being the head of the family, let my mum be since she wanted to control. Dun ever ask me to take over if you want to take your own decision that will rid that fellow! I think I shall wake you up! I am pissed! Seriously.
No one I can go to for all this matter, ask my friend out yesterday, all he’s doing is to keep arguing other matters that is not related to this topic. What the heck! I can only mention or I can only talk about all in my blog! My blog is the only way for me to explode my anger! The only way serious!!! Immature kid!!!

The only way now is to hope he learn and change when he enlisted into national service. Hopefully by then he will be a mature and responsible MAN! By serving national service do change you a lot. The way you are treated in the army is different and that make you from a boy to a real man!

2009-06-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

I am back again, my blog is not death yet. I jus feel that there isn't a need to blog as no one will visit my blog anyway. My blog is quite secretive huh. Lols... Been busy recently. It is nv easy to work and study at the same time. I won't quit either cos i am interested in study now. I fall in love going to school now and i am loving it! Haha! Here again i am broke. All this while i have been a poor chap with a broken pockets! I hope all this will end soon. My new house is in the process of signing the take over form. I wish to move it pretty soon.! I am excited! Teehee...

Time flies, my exam is coming in a month time and yet i still haven't complete my assignment given by my management teacher yet as i can really have headache doing it cos it require good grammar english. Oh my god... I need to buck up for sure. Same goes to my marketing project, is still in a process of doing. I need to hang up my assignment on 22th June but right now me and my team mates is still day dreaming.! We need to buck up! But we will need the full team to cooperate.! I can't afford to fail my exams pls! I am paying so much for it!!!

I jus went to sim lim square with Chris and Adrain to buy my pen drive. I bought a 4GB SanDisk pen drive with only 15 bucks! Cheap right? Best deal ever after. Lols... Took quite a lot of photos with my mdis mates during our meet up for the project last weekend at Bugis. Went over to teadots to have our drinks. Best recommanded place by me to go there. The drinks there really taste awesome! Worth buying it.! Been so tiring recently until i dun even have the strength and time for msn and blogging once i am home. It's been late once i reach home! Been tonning out with Adrian and Chris during the past few weekends and i really enjoy it! Night life suit me best but still is bad for health.

Planning for Taiwan trip after exams and after Adrian finish his O level's! We plan to go over at Nov. We will get the plane ticket once we have the money in hands. Estimate date will be Sep. Maybe mid of Sep? Need to get the plane ticket earlier in case there's any last minute dispute! I am looking forward for the trip to Taiwan.! Hopefully i can save enough money for my trip! Yeah.. Well... During my meeting at nite with Chris and Adrian during the past few weekends, we are also thinking of our future plan. Not anyone of us wanted to work for people for the whole life, and now we are trying to achieve our goal. We are very serious into F&B business now. Has been planning and doing reseach on it. I noe Adrian very well, once he decided on the things he want to do, he will go for it! So i am pretty sure this business is gonna be real! We are really putting our heart in it. I can tel you, Adrian have a strong mindset on doing business. i can sure he will did this well! We are searching for the price of a rental now. Anyone now how much does the rental cost per month? I mean anywhere will do. Jus want to find out some information about this. I am looking into my business in 7 years time! Offical going to start in 5 to 7 yrs time as that will be the best time for Adrian. Just nice after he completed his poly and ns! 3 cheers for our business! Yeah.. Erm.. I think i blog too much today! Alright, got to end here. Ciaoz! See you blogger. I dun noe when i will came in to blog again! Hopefully soon... :)

2009-05-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

My course finally started this week, I am really really excited. To be frank, course ain't that easy cos that teach very fast, really really need to catch up fast. First lesson for Business management II, I already started a assignment, a assignment that require me to read mininum 5 books that related to entrepreunt, and this will be counted in our examination.

Second lesson on Wed is Business Marketing and we already forming a group preparing to start the war of marketing project! I hope i can do well in my project. I dun wish for much, i only wish to study peacefully and passes all my subjects. I pray for god to protect me as well as my family for a better future ahead.

Life is still the same, doesn't seem to change. I hope after moving house, life will change a bit. I really hate my current life, not as in study but as in problems i have. It just seem to getting on my way. I really do hope it won't affect my studies. Love life is still the same, nothing change nothing good.

I just wan to lead a simple life with all my family members are living well and also to have a good galfriend to encourage me for everything and to give me the love that i feel like giving them. When i can have that peaceful life ahead?
Time seem to be bad, HDB seem to have a lot of problems. I thought selling a house is kind of easy, as in the transaction side. I was wrong, the transaction side cos my most trouble to settle. Hopefully everything went smoothly. Hope the loan approve and with a good deal on it.
Time seem to be chasing after the cloud, day by day pass with just a blink of my eyes, and here i am as a responsible adult? Nope, i dun agree as some people say i still have the childish attitude and not to be forgotten, the childish looks. Well, that's what you see outside, but inside of me there's really a hard decision for me. I am taking over my dad's duty. I need to take care of my family. I am wondering, how long can i last? If i can do it for now, i am sure i can do it for my future family as well. My own wife, own child and taking care of my parents. This is all my duties, a duties that what a guy need to fulfill in order to start a family of my own.
I can tel you people, starting up your own family is not easy. Not only you need to be responsibility, you need to have a lump sum of capital as well. This is what a guy should have. It's really stress up, why do a man need to support the family? Isn't all this equal? Wife she contribute half of it as well right? They shouldn't have depends on their husband alone?

As what my management teacher say, both women and man are equal, since you decided to get marry, both must contribute a little. Children belongs to both of you so both of you should contribute. If there's no father, how can a mother give birth to a child? All this is all about love, about a family, about a man and woman are together wishing to take up the risk of raising a child. Without a man, a woman can't give birth to a baby. That's for sure! It sound logic isn't it?

Love is all i need, no matter who you are. Family, partner or friends. All i need is your love. A little love from everyone!

Mother's day is coming, i wanna wish all wonderful mother's in the world a very Happy Mother's Day is advance.! Cheers!
Got mother child are always fortunate.

My dear mum, i love you! Muackz!!!

2009-05-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

Today is a very tiring day. School commerce today and i was out the whole day since 5am to now. I just reach home from supper. Today after work, met Yc out for a walk before proceed to school. Yc bring me there and now i noe how to go. I tot unicampus is a very nice n big school, to my surprise it is. Lols.. Saw Kenneth Peh in school, i tot he should be at dobhy ghuat campus cos he is a degree student! After school we went for supper den he bike me home. That's all! Good nite. Damn tired.

2009-04-30T13:03:00.002+08:00

Went to watch the show "Friday the 13th" when it started showing, this show is extremely disgusting! This story started when a boy name Jason was drown, his mum wanted to seek revenge for her son, and so she kill all Jason friends that have went out with him. Unfortunately, his mum were kill by one of his friend. Jason saw everything and so he decided to seek revenge for his mum instead.

One Friday morning, which is Friday the 13th in 1980. One group of people (mostly couples) went to a place call "Camp Crystal Lake" for camping. At night, all of them was killed.
The way Jason kill people is so disgusted. Is best not to eat before you watch.

Excited to know more? Go and watch it yourself den. I bet you won't regret!
This is a scary but excited show. It's rated as horror but it's not a ghost movie ya. And why is it rated as M18, becos there's some sexually part. (=

2009-04-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

Eh... People, my blog is still alive ya! Anyway, my life did change a bit since my new job started. Alright! Let me share with you more about it. I am actually under Fuji Xerox now as a XOS VIC Agent. I noe some of you may not heard of this and is not aware of what this XOS vic does. Ok! To be frank, we are actually consider as customer service agent but the only thing different this time is we do not have to communicate with our customer. They will logged a case thru the system and we need to triage the problem and escalate it to the respective countries engineers to handle it! My working location is located at Clementi, to people like me who stay in the east will consider far as i need to travel from east to west, and that takes me about 2 hours to reach my work place including of changing transport! Arh... Nvm, i still can endure as it's near my school.

My diploma course is coming near, another 1 week to go. I am so excited awaiting for my lesson to start. Cheers!

Next, i finally sold away my house and found a new one somewhere near.. Is totally a move in condition, i dun have to repair much, jus have to touch up on the painting part. The rest is all well done as the previous owner repair it jus not long before they decided to sell it away! The valuation is not much different from mine. Anyway, is a good deal indeed! Thanks to my agent Alex. But i need to take up bank loan this time, oh.. headache! =(

Few days ago, a strong wind occur and is to believe that something bad is going to happen to Singapore. I dun noe but jus have a bad feeling. Hopefully everything is fine over here! - I pray to god for a peaceful world-

Eh... Next week Thu is my god daughter Cecilia birthday, she is holding her birthday party over at Downtown east chalet! To be frank, i am actually looking forward to it. I will drop by to pass my god daughter her present as well as to see her! It has been long since i last visit her. (=

My niece's, growing up well with good care under their grand parents which is my aunty and uncle. Stay healthy and happy always to enjoy taking care of your beloved grand childrens! I miss all my nieces! (=

Got program now, shall end here! Do take care everyone as the weather is bad! Cheers!

2009-04-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

I am sick again, tis time doctor give me 2 days mc to ask me to rest at home. I din hear doctor advice and went to hospital and visit my dad. He's looking fine and i hope he can recover fast and discharge soon. It hurts to see him having so many stiches on his head. 2 days ago, something happen at my block. A 49 years old woman fall to her death while trying to retrieve her clothes when she heard a loud thunder sound. She happen to be a neighbour of mine, a close neighbour of mine. She's a veri nice lady, always give a beautiful smile to everyone she noe. A veri veri friendly and caring lady. It's so sad of us (my neighbours and my family) to hear that bad news of her.

Her husband stunned when he see her lying motionless on the ground floor. He and his daughters is crying, my other neighbour went over to console them. Is a very tragic case. I hope i see no more of such cases again. Until now, i still can't believe that she's the woman who fall to her death. How i wish is all a dream that has never happen before. My condolence to her and her family. Sigh...
Her wake is held downstairs of my block. I hope she will rest in peace. Me and my family attended her wake yesterday. I saw a few neighbours attending her wake and so we chatted for a while. After all the chanting, we went over to console her husband and daughters. I give her husband a hug and console him, same goes to my other neighbours. Please stay strong as your two daughters still need you. It's really hurt! Life can be so fragile! Please please treasure it.

One more thing, i am so "fan" today. Dun noe what to do. I have received a call from fuji xero asking to employ me, but now the things is, the location is far and also it's not a very stable job. What should i do? Should i leave my current job and go for it? I am still considering. I hope i can sell my house soon and am looking forward excitedly to my new house. It will definetly be in Pasir Ris but not yet consider which part of it. Maybe 200 plus??? Hahas.. We shall see again. Dun worry! Will invite everyone for house warming.
My block nose irriates me alot. I hope it can be cure asap. OMG! I still haven't take my medincine yet! See, i dun noe how to take care of myself. Hopefully there's someone that can take care of me! (=

2009-03-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

In one month time, i am going to offically be a student again. I have enrolled to MDIS and am going to pay my school fees with Chris this coming Wed. I finally got a chance to study, i was still in a daze few days ago thinking about my school fees. But now, everything settled! The feeling of going back to school is fresh! Jus feel that i have just reborn. I promise myself and others that i need to did well for my diploma course coming in May. Money are hard to earn. Hopefully my hard earn money can reflect my memory. Hahahas.. End here!

2009-03-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

It has been more den 1 month since i last left my previous job, Sun Microsystem! Not long after i left, my boss left too. He found that place too stressful, he still prefer to work in Australia rather den Singapore. I feel so great for him, as i noe he have choosen something that he actually wanted to do! As for me, no chance at all. I am still sourcing for my own interests. I dun find any interests working in my current job too! I work jus to earn for a living to study and to help up at home. Life's always been difficults for me, nothing seem to smooth for me yet! I felt so disappointed with a person that i actually put in a lot of affort. I shall not disclose that person as i dun think there's a need.

My blog is for me to vent all my angers out. I have no one to turn to, cos i believe no one understand me more den me myself?? Well.. I have no comments as well, i think i should have jus change my blog name to emo blog. Dun you think that is beta?? Anyway, i dun wish to blog anymore. I am jus too upset!

Goodbye!

2009-03-03T02:28:00.003+08:00

I find out that this world has change, and that includes me, my family, my friends and even her. Everyone has change. I think i started to be selfish, i starting to enjoy being alone. LonerShawn is indeed a good nick name for me now.! Recently i have a huge arguement with my bro. I find that he really change a lot. He is getting more and more bad. I suspected that he smoke, he started to being in his own world. He is starting to get more and more rebel. Recently, i jus found out that he has drop out from school, and he requested it! The reason he given to me and my parents is becos he can't cope. He wanted to join the April intake batch. To me, it doesn't make any difference. This is all excuses!

I really dun noe how to teach him any longer, he's getting out of hands. I hate a lot of people, cos mostly people are selfish. All they think are themselves. They will never consider your feeling before them, they do wat they like and cause you suffering alone. I hate this kind of feeling. I somehow feel that the world has change. It should be the end of the world soon! Cos people are all sinful. I hate this feeling, i dun feel good at all! Sigh.. Sucks!

2009-02-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

I am back to blog again. I dun blog for so long cos i wasn't in a stable mood to blog recently. I dislike my current job cos i am the onli guy there, i jus realise it when i started working there. I saw Phyllis Quek over there, the actress that has not been acting for the past 2 years i think. I onli noe that she's out acting at Perfect cut 2 which is coming soon! Well.. Her real person look much more prettier den when she's on television. She is coming here for yoga section. She's a veri friendly lady i should say, she will always walk to me and smile at me. Sometime even tok to me. Yes! Besides her, i also saw Paige Chua, the channel 8 actress as well. She's not pretty when i see her in real person. She's not veri friendly as well.
I heard from my other colleagues that they even saw Fann Wong here learning yoga with 2 bodyguards escorting her. Lols!

Yesterday knock off at 2.15pm. This is my first time taking express bus 518 at Heeren. It was a far trip i should say, it took about 1 hour plus for me to reach home, including waiting time. But well, i enjoy it cos it can let me rest inside the bus, indeed i have a long good sleep in the bus. Hahas. Went back home, fall asleep again den wake up and off to Warren's farewell party that was hold in Pasir Ris Park! Chris Oh call me in late evening about 730pm to ask me to go down to my previous company to meet up with Clement and go to Tampines biggest giant! Lols.. Went there to get some stuff and head off to Pasir Ris Park. Unfortunately, i am drunk again. I am too happy yesterday and keep on drinking. The cocktails taste so nice! Lols. Head back home later on with Clement help. He manage to send me home and i am still kinda sober yesterday nite. (=

I am so sad as i need to work again 2molo. I am seriously dun feel like going cos i feel so left out over there. Sigh.. But i am too suprise to see quite a number of guys joining yoga. OMG!! Hahas. Tony is a good guy, i gonna miss him and everyone else over there much!

2009-02-11T15:47:00.003+08:00

Today wake up early in the morning at about 7 plus to be prepared myself for all the interviews. Fyi, my first interview appointment is 930am. I took a cab down around 8 plus cos i am afraid there's traffic jam along airport road. The answer why i took a cab down is becos i dun noe where is it located. I am totally new in that particular road. Have you guys ever heard of Changi Business Park? This is the first time i heard. (= I noe i am a noob in all the roads in Singapore. Lols. Isn't it funny for a Singaporean that doesn't noe the roads well in Singapore? Somemore i stay in the east. Worst! Hahas..
First interview were kinda interesting, all i heard is 1 man show in that call centre. I must need to noe how to speak dialect. Esp Hokkien. Lucky i noe how to speak. (=

Second interview aren't a good one. Cos that is not the perspective i want. I want Customer Service but they offer me Sales position for Fitnessfirst Fitness Centre. Well.. Bt i am kinda keen on their fitness centre. There's a lot of facilities and benefits over there, but the fee will be charge as 100 bucks monthly. I noe is quite expensive but it's a good one to consider, if you often go gym. (=

And now i am back home finally. Is was quite tiring for me to travel here and there without my own transport. And nowadays, transports fare is rather expensive. The price has been rise. )=

I noe that you all are sick of my blogskin, cos it has been something since i change it. Sad to say, i dun intend to change for the time being as i am lazy. (=
Well.. Laziness lead to fats, and i think i gonna go for execrise soon! Btw, i dun mind to try out sales position as i am kinda keen on that as well. But i am jus afraid that i can't hit the quota per mth. Hmm.. I dun deny i do have some talent in sales as i am quite a talkative person that like to talk alot. I believe i can propect in this line. But i dun wanna take the risk yet, as i need the money for studies as well as my household income. Need to really save alot.

I believe i am rather stupid. Till now den i realise i can actually op for Higher Nitec after my Nitec course. I always tot i get 1.6 for GPA. But actually i am not, in fact i get more den that. How stupid i am isn't it? I can jolly well go see section head or my SC teacher to op me up to Higher Nitec. If i were to be more clever. I might be in Poly now, serving my first year? Or even going to ord soon. Well.. That's all fated i think. Anyway, Casino Management and Hotel Management is the course i wanted now. At first i tot of studying Business Law, but end up i give up. Cos i noe that i am not able to cope for that, somemore my mathematics is so lousy. )=

End here people. Wish me luck! Hope i can pass my interviews and granted for a job. Once i have a job, my future will still be shining bright. Casino and Hotel Management, you are my stepping stones for my first 3K i hope! Hope i won't choose the wrong courses this time round. (=

PS: I miss all my ex colleagues in Moduslink! I miss you guys. T_T

2009-02-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hi people, i am jobless now! After editing my resume, finally i received 2 calls from 2 different company to arrange for a interview today and 2molo. Today is my 2nd interview for that particular company that i went for an interview last Friday. Wish me luck!

Last Sat is one of my colleague Kris birthday, i went to his birthday party and also to gather ard with my ex colleagues. They all misses me a lot and same goes to me. They wanted me back if they really need another person back to work as there isn't enough staff for now. I might consider. (=
I took some pic using my camera last Sat, will upload in my face book after all my interview have been done! Hahas.. Alright, i think i gonna end here. Jus wish me luck ba everyone. (=

2009-02-05T15:54:00.000+08:00

2009-01-21T15:13:00.003+08:00

I am gonna be a selfish chap, I blog cos i wan to kill my time. I am so freaking bored over here. Sad to say, i mind what others say. I noe that this is gonna lead me crazy but i just can't stop all this crap! I can't defend myself, i can't stop minding what ppl said about me. I believe that i can't overcome this. This is all around my mind. What the shit! How i wish i can be like other ppl who can leave for their own and be cool. How i wish i can be one too!

Something happen last night that cause me to be like this? I dun noe, but something did happen. Dun tel me over and over again. As i say, i expected you will keep dragging the same issue over time and time again. Ask you, dun you feel tired? I am tired to continue and get all this nonsense from you. Is jus a simple thing! Bear in mind pls! Idiot!!!

Yes, i am hot tempered! So what??!?? Dun treat me like a fool, i hate ppl treating me like a fool as i have mention over hundred times. Well, maybe you did not treat me like a fool but your action speak louder den words pls. There no 100% perfection in a person, so dun expect one to appeared. You and me are at fault and i admitted. What about you? I hate you seriously. Lols! Anyway, i dun bother!

2009-01-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

I have not been updating my blog for quite sometime, main cause of it is becos i am lazy and also i have no mood and sense to update my poor blogger den have been left abandon for a few weeks since the last update is during New Year day!

I left about 4 days to end of my contract with my current company, it may seem sad but there's still some happiness in it. I am sad is becos i gonna eat grass if i still can't find a job soon, and also to miss my dearest colleague's. Happy is becos to leave the company that i am kinda unsatisfying with.

Times are bad, sometime you just can't think positively. I wanted to think in a positive ways but i dun think i can do it with the current situation that is happening. This world is getting more and more riots and humans is getting more and more sinful from the things they do.

Well, the economy now is really bad. Damn! Is really unlucky to have been out working with such situation. Study still commence, it won't be affected i hope. Chinese New Year is around the corner, another 6 more days to go. I gonna wish all the Chinese a Happy Chinese New Year in advance. Have you guys bought your clothing yet? If not i think we you start shopping now, well. I already bought mine, a pair of jeans, a long sleeve shirt and a pair of white leather shoes. I am too old to wear sport shoes any longer. Hahas..

I noe times are bad now but still you have to move on, Since Chinese New Year is only once in a year, so why dun just spend a little amount on clothing rather den keep in a safe right? I did save and i dun dare to buy a lot of clothing for Chinese New Year this year. Just one pair each should be enough. Saving and saving for my studies. I hope i have a better future after completing my courses. I do hope i choose the right path, the right courses. I did really do a lot of research for my course k! Hahas.

Anyway, i just think that we dun really do things for people to noe. So what people dun noe your good in you, so what people dislike you or even say you never did your best as a kind hearted soul. Dun give a damn, as long as you think you did it right and beyond your conscience, it will do. Dun have to bother what people say seriously! No one is perfect duh. Even people say something bad about you, they never think twice. Actually they themselves also did the same stupid things which they didn't realise it themselves. People who like to criticise others is the one who make the biggest mistake in life. Yeah? Lols..

Sorry, i may be a bit of long winded but i just want to update everything i could that has happen during the day i stopped blogging. The week before last week, William came over to my house and stay as the next day we are having SC gathering. We went to Kbox den to Pool, headed home after everything and took a snap shot of a few photos.

Next gathering, my farewell party over at Pasir Ris Park. Wanted to thanks all the colleague's who have attended my farewell party even thought you have to work or have something on the next day and also to those who is not able to make it but wishes me all the best. Thanks all for the concern, you guys will always be my best colleagues cum friends always. Thanks for all the great memories that i will never forget. Took a few snap shot as well.
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Just last week, 2 days ago which is last Friday. Went to Top One KTV at Bugis with Chris, Wai Yee and Kenneth. We order 1 bottle of Martell and sing there till the next morning 530am den cab home to sleep all the way. Oh.. Martell, my favour out of all. Alcohol can really make me forget everything and sleep well for the whole night. All this while i have been drinking and i have taste almost all brand of alcohol including beer. All this occasion maybe sad or happy celebrating festivals. Hahas.. I think i have to stop all this as it gonna hurt my liver soon i guess, if i dun ever stop. =X

Ok, end here. Take Care people. Tata..

PS: I hate people fooling around with with me, treating me as a fool. Stop if you know who you are, action will be taken if you are gonna carry on all this nonsense. No mercy if i ever do that. LOLS.

2009-01-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, this is gonna be my 1st blog update in year 2009. It's finally 2009 and we are all older by 1 year old. Lols. Went to Marina yesterday after work. Meet William at City Hall and headed towards to look for Yok Cheong and gang. Went there to celebrate the welcome of 2009!
This is my 1st time went out for countdown in town. Hahas.. After countdown, went to look for a good place to celebrate as well as to sit down, relax, drink and chit chatting. At 1st we went to a pub, but due to some of my friends who's jobless or still studying, they couldn't afford to spend much, as they have their limit to spend.

End up, we went to a coffee shop at boat quay and sat there for a couple of hours. We eat there, drink beer there and chit chatting over there. We are happily chatting over there, playing ard with each others. We leave the place at ard 3 plus in the morning, headed back to City Hall to catch the Night Rider back to our location, which is home. Poor William that stay so far away from us have to take a cab home by himself.

Guys, can you imagine. We reach home at 6am in the morning! Hahas. The Night Rider itself cause us 2 hours to be back home. I sit until my butt pain. Lols. Slept in the bus till we reach our destination. I alighted and home for bed. Hahas. Sleep at ard 6am in the morning den wake up at ard 115pm. Catch a train to work but same problem occur every year after the start of a new year. The train is having some techincal problem i think, and stopped 10 mins every station after alighting. I was kinda pissed as i gonna be late for work, i have no choice but to alight at Simei station and took a cab down to work. End up, I reach there at abt 250pm. Tony is so nice, he bought all of us KFC for lunch. Mmm.. Yummy! I tot i am going to die from hungry but end up i have a yummy feast for my lunch and dinner. It save me 5 bucks for dinner. Yeah!

Same again, i knock off at 11pm today. After work, went off to meet Yok Cheong for supper. Meet him downstairs our coffee shop, grab some mui fan and herbal tea can for supper. My bro Alex join us later when he saw us while on his way back home after supper. Seated and chit chatted den back to home for a rest. Since i am free and so i decided to came in to blogger to update my 1st post for year 2009!

Alright, i think i shall end here!

Lastly, i wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year 2009! Wash away all ur unhappiness in 2008 and received all ur happiness in year 2009! Yeah! A start of a new year a refresh of a new life. Hey friends and family, may all ur wish come true!

PS: Yes, 6 more months to my studies. Casino and Hotel Management, here i come! (=

2008-12-12T10:07:00.002+08:00

Nowadays is the economy that bad? I was crazy searching around for jobs but non reply. Newspaper like the strait times are all useless, send in dozen of resume thru online job search also no use. All stated there are nothing and useless, advertise there for the sake of displaying as in letting ppl noe how much the company want to hire ppl. Lols..

Times are no longer like before, whereby you send in 20 resume and 10 reply to ask you for interview. Nowadays is like all useless. Sigh.. In that case why should you advertise it? Lols.. I really dun understand ya. Anyway, i won't give up that easily.

Things always happen and there's always one person who like to interfere my life. I am jus wondering why, is a guy working in a customer service mean no future? I believe so in this company but may not be other big company rite? Anyway, i dun intend to stay in Customer Service line for long too! Now i have no other choice but to stick in Customer Service line until i get my diploma cert. Jobs are hard to find, jobs of interest is more hard. I still dun noe what kind of job i wan in my life yet. I am pursuing my education soon and i shall see after that. I think i wanna focus on Casino management now as i seem quite interested. I might wan to stay in Casino line for long. Who noes rite. Lols.

Anyway, i dun noe and i dun wan to noe, no one is perfect anyway. I dun like to judge ppl cos as i say, no one is perfect. Not even you, me, him, her or anyone else. No one! I hate hypocrites ppl ok? Sigh.. Anyway, is ok. No matter what, everyone is still my friends. I need more friends den enemy. Life is unpredictable, enjoy all you can to avoid any regrets in future!

Cheers!

2008-12-08T09:28:00.002+08:00

Time pass very fast, it's already Mon, 8th Dec 08. Last Fri after work, went off to FSC chalet with Thai Kris, keep calling and spamming Friendri and Chris Oh phone but no available. Where did they go in the end? End up, sleeping at home all the way till the next morning. =.=
Lols.. Say ask us to call them where to go tonite but end up sleeping at home.? Hahas..
End up, only me and Thai Kris turn up. He bought a bottle of absolute Vodka there and Maya and her husband bought a bottle of Chivas there. Guess what? We manage to finish the 2 bottles of alcohol, i am drunk and vomited there. =.=
End up i woke up and realise that i actually slept there for the whole night with 3 ladies! Omg! Hahas. Hey, dun get the wrong ideal k. I was sleeping on the floor while they are on the bed. Ask my bro and his friends to come and fetch me by bicycle after i wake up. Due to my laziness, i fall out from one of his friend bicycle while he fly out of the bicycle. That's funny, but end up i am the one getting hurt. I hurt my ankle and cause me have to stay at home for the weekend. Sigh.. Spoil my weekend mood at home watching Hkg drama Jia Hao Yue Yuan. Well, nv regret staying at home watching that show as it's more and more interesting. (=
I already watch till esp 16, gonna continue watching after i got home later. (=
Sat, i sleep very early wor. Guess what time i sleep? Hahas. I sleep at 9 plus while watching Jia Hao Yue Yuan. Is a surprise isn't it? Lols.

2008-12-04T11:33:00.002+08:00

Times are bad, due to the economy downturn, it affected so many people in all over the countries, some even lost their job. Imagine those who have a family, they might need the job to secure their family, to support their children on expenses and education wise.
Now, is time for me to look for a new job as my company is hinting for a retrenchment soon. Well, that is kinda sad case, but what to do? Times are bad, they need some retrenchment to secure their company. I over heard from a few of my colleagues that those who's not under the retrenchment list might have to cut 50% of the salary. That's too much, but do you have a choice to choose? Is either you agree on the pay cut or you can just jolly well leave the company. Sigh.. Our salary isn't that much but yet they have to do this. Yes, i am working in a America company at the moment and it's not a direct employer who hired us, our company is actually a outsource company that take over this project for contract base. Due to the situation in America, i am afraid of the company retrenchment in a large group. Well, who will be on the retrenchment list? Guess!. Sigh.. Why are times so bad, how can we improve on that!

I dun wanna think so much, all i need to do now is to concentrate sending dozens of resume out. I have been searching through jobstreet.com and etc to search for jobs all over Singapore. So far i have already send out abt 40 over resume but only those from agency like recruit express and jac agency reply. Omg! Is time really that bad? If i happen to be in the retrenchment list den i will really be damn freaking sad already. Sigh.. When can this end? I hope it can end by end of this month so that we can celebrate our new year with a brand new year and economy. Yeah! I hope i am able to find a job before Chinese New Year, so that i can celebrate my Chinese New Year is a happy and peaceful mood den leaving in fear. Lols..

Times are bad, so spend your money wisely. Gonna get my New Year clothes soon.

2008-11-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

After my dad suffer from a stroke recently, thing started to change. Everybody at home started to rebel. My bro is one of them. Where's my cute and loving bro that i had? He is totally change now, a out of control boy now. I feel so sad now, i feel like i failed to be his elder bro and i am not even fit to be one i guess. After so many things happen, i realise that i am no longer as close to him like what we use to do last time. Am i neglecting him due to work or am i too nasty towards him. I put my studies aside currently becos of him. I wanted him to continue study, i dun wan him to give up half way as he's still young. I believe he can did well if he wan.

Me as a elder bro of his at least did my duty as a elder bro. I mean i dun need any repayment from him in the future, all i hope is to see him with a bright future ahead and with a good and stable income. People might tot i am useless as i give up my studies half way thru, but no, i intend to study but now at the moment, maybe next year or when. I jus wan my bro to understand, how fortunate he is and how warm he is at home. Sad to say, he get the wrong impression abt us at home. He tot we dun care for him, he tot we neglected him, he tot we treat him like an animal, he tot this and tat! Tis lead him to walk the wrong path of his life. He smoke, he join gang, he scold teacher and he hide the truth while at home. He's a great actor, he disappoint me and our parents. He din keep his promises. Mum is sick and so is dad now. Why can't he be more sensible, to grow up and slowly understand. Why must he act like an adult assuming he noe everything tat adults noe.

Ok, he wanted freedom and i give it to him. He wanna ton out with his friends during chalet and i agree but he keep dissappoint me one time and another. I can't tok sense on him as he dun even bother. A 3 mins hot degree person he is that forgotten everything he promise in a day or even a week! My mum totally give up as she dun have the mood or even the time to keep reminding him on and on again but me. I was the one who keep reminding him, flashing his mind. But he jus fucking ignore it. We did all this for his own good but he took it forgranted. Yes, he's out of the gang now but that doesn't mean is settled. He did this not becos of us but a gal, a gal tat alrd have a bf! He always wanted us to put our feeling in his shoes but why can't he put his in our shoes as well. We are worry for him every single day and he's jus happying playing outside! The house is in a mess now bt he dun even wan to bother solving! Why he turn out that way? Ppl say he is useless, hopeless, i dun believe, i noe he will change one day but just dun noe when is it. I feel so sad and depress over this. He jus play and get money frm my mum everyday! HOPELESS! Sigh.. Pls advice how to HELP him! I ask a 3rd party to tok to him also no use, cos as i mention earlier, he's a 3 mins hot degree ( san fen zhong rei du de ren) person! I feel like crying and laughing over it now as i feel that this gonna held me up for sometime.

-Life is nothing but full of dissappointment whereby you are living in a world of confusion-

(No one is perfect, not even you and me!)

This is what we call life!

2008-11-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

Today 24 Nov 2008, a fine and sunny day. Finally 2008 is coming to an end in 1 month time, we gonna welcome 2009 soon. I hope 2009 will be a better life for all of us, to my friends and loved ones. 2008 is indeed a nightmare for me, lots of things have happen recently within this year. Yes, to all my close friends who noes me, my dad admitted into the hospital in mid may due to stroke. He's currently in a stable condition whereby he can learn how to walk, but speech will still be a little problem. As usual, he still can't talk but i believe sooner or later he will be able to talk. Miracles to appear, and i gonna believe it gonna appear soon. My dad himself wish to be back to his normal self whereby he can sing and go fishing with his friends. He's a veri active person and i believe he's feeling terrible suffering in such condition, but he never give up, he still joke with us. I noe he just want us to cheer up. Thanks dad, love you.

Anyway, i am looking forward for New Year 2009! Hopefully it will be a better year for us. (=

2008-11-14T17:16:00.002+08:00

Somewhere someday sometime, i met you.

I tot life is gonna be happy for me

But end up is my misfortune to have met you.

I shouldn't have approach you at the first place as we should keep a distance away

I shouldn't have trust you as you cause me much hurt

I tot this feeling will just fade away sooner or later but it just didn't.

I tot of turning my head and just walk away but i can't.

I dun knoe what things is holding on to it but all i know is to let you go.

Whenever i try you will just flash into my memory again.

All i can say is, i couldn't forget you and forgive myself.

All i can say is to hope miracles appear and so i can hold on to you

You might be fooling around with me but i couldn't care less

Cos all i wan is to be with you

Hahas... Nice poem isn't it? Yes, i create the poem myself with my institution. I like reading poem but just dun have the feeling or institution to wrote it.
I like emo-ing as that can really helps. I hope someday i will create a beautiful poem or even a became a beautiful composer. I love to sing and i love to create my own songs. Well, i may not have the talent. But i would like to try. Into music, i will never give up and i will nv failed. Failure lead to success. I hope i can success one day before the doom days come. All i want is to realise my dream and to distribute the songs that i compose to everyone in the world. That might not be possible and i dun even dare to dream. But somehow i realise that a dare to dream people may lead to success.

People may disagree on what you gonna do, people may discourage you but all i wan to prove is my abilities. My English may not be good and my Chinese may not be powerful. But all i want to do is to give myself a little token. I dun demand for more but for what i want.

Now, i dun like to drag and i dun like to wait. Whoever betrayed me or whoever treating me life a fool will not be forgiven. I can be hash, i can be soft hearted but all is gonna depends on you yourself. Somehow i realise that there's someone who din really take my words seriously. All she do was to fool around with me for what i believe and what i sense. I really do hope she can stay put and think. Think before you talk will not be offended. My life is full of ups and down and one day i shall break it thru. Life is meant to be happy and not to be fill with full of sadness. I am trying hard to life my life to the fullest and i hope i can really do it.

In the past, i am living in a life of others and not myself. Well, is time i live for myself and is time i think for myself. I hate people criticizing me for no reason. I am a human with parent's who bear me out. I mean is it right for people to criticize other people? No right? So ya. I think you should know what i mean. Lols.. Time are bad. Can i really put my trust on casino management? Advice please people. T_T

I am a emo kid with no life. I love a peaceful life with a peaceful nice. Hahas. Anyway, i shall end here for today! Nothing much to post recently. Jus leave me alone in a corner and emo. I am so stress and depress i suppose. Oh.. Life!

2008-11-10T02:00:00.002+08:00

Today after work, i accompany my mum to visit my grand aunty who's in hospital recently due to a fall and injured her ankle. She's going for an operation this coming tue, hope everything goes well for her. (=

Went to meet my cousin and his family later on. The purpose of meeting him is to see my lovely cute nieces. Hahas. Meet him at united square together with his parents which is my aunty and uncle. Lols. Went to have a cup of coffee den headed home with mum. Sleep till 8pm and den off to work at 10pm. Well.. I didn't really have a proper sleep today. )= Hahas..

2008-11-03T09:54:00.002+08:00

Hey people, Good day to everyone. Last weekend seem to be a tiring one for me. (=

Saturday!
Wake up at around 10am in the morning, went to HDB to get some documentation den headed down to coffee express for lunch. Headed home and slack. I was at home waiting for my friends to call but non call. Hahas.. Watch television and uploaded some photo's den back to slack again. 4pm finally my friend call ask me to meet at 5pm. I reach there around 5 plus and she call me to wait for another 15 mins as she's doing some stuff down at suntec. My god! Waited for her until i seriously wanna fall a sleep.
After she is done, we went to Takashimaya to had our dinner and to wait for chris arrived. Chris join us after our dinner and we headed on to Shaw house to meet up with the rest. Dor is the last one to reach. Went to watch The Coffin at shawn house. Hmm.. I dun really like this show as the whole show is kinda boring. At first i tot it was a very scary show but it ended up as lame show with no head and tails. Among the whole show i dun really noe what is the story line. Not really scary as it's so boring. Regarded watching this movie, yet there's still so many people watching it. After movie, i headed home while the rest went off to sing karaoke. I also wan but i need to work the next morning. That's so sad case. )=

Sunday!
Wake up as usual den off to work. At first few hours there isn't any calls but after lunch calls is like flooding. =.=
Clement came and take over me later. Chit chat with him for a few hours den headed on to mrt station to meet up with chris. From there we take mrt off to mal's house. Reach mal's house around 5pm. Sat awhile chit chat and have my dinner over there. His cooking is great! Esp his dessert. It's so yummy. Me and Chris eat until veri full. Sit there watch television there home after 8pm. Wai yee later sms to say she wanna join us but too bad we are on our way home. (=

I am so tired now. )=
Anyway, end here! Tata. Have a nice day everyone!

2008-10-28T22:23:00.002+08:00

Recently, i found out something. My bro did join gang, so i was right. Sigh.. As a elder bro of his i find myself useless for not being aware. I noe it thru my friend and so i decide to approach him in a good manner. He listen and he tel me the moral of the story. I feel so sad, why did he want to do that..? He can't sense love in the family..?? Sigh.. I failed to do my duty as a elder bro afterall. But good thing is he's finally out from there. I feel relieve hearing that but till i need to take care of him as he's my only bro.

Next, i am seriously stressing everyday to look for ways not to worried too much. I have been worrying too much for my family. Dad has a fall in mid may and till now he still can't tok. Mum is worried and she started to complain pain here and there. I feel so uneasy and worried. You tel me, can i stop worrying abt all this..? I can't and i jus can't. Sigh.. Life! This is life. Mum is going for a bone narrow test this coming friday. I do hope everything will be fine. I am seriously worried.

Next, abt gal abt money. This two actually crush together that cause me breathless. What should i do..? Sigh.. I am having finacial recently as to pay for my maid salary. I need a maid to take care of my dad at this point of time. Sigh.. Is all abt money all abt life! I am still young and i need to be strong. Recently heard abt my aunty case, i find her pityful. She have only 1 to 3 mths life as her cancer cells has already spread to every part of her body, this is one of the reason why i am worrying so much for my mum. Life is really precious! Please learn to take care of yourself.

I do have more things to say but jus that i dun feel like saying. I think i am suffering under depression soon. Recently i have difficulties in sleeping. Hahas. Having insomnia lar. Sigh.. I really dun noe how long i can take it but life is like this. I have to take it no matter what. What is love..?? Love is very important! Look at my bro. Sigh.. Love can cause you everything. Pls pls treasure your family, galfriends as well as your friends.

Today fav song is Jay Chou new song, by the name of 說好的幸福呢 (Where's the promised happiness). This song is indeed a nice and emo song that discribe me best at the point of time. I love it so much! Emo songs here we go!

2008-10-20T12:11:00.002+08:00

Let's talk about what's the things that i did last wk and weekend. Last Friday as usual, wake up at 7am and prepare to go for work but den realise that i am having a bad sore throat and i keep coughing and coughing non stop when i started talking. I have no choice but to call my duty sup phone to inform them of last min MC. When back to sleep again after making the call and wake up ard 12pm in the afternoon cos mum call to ask me to see a doctor. I went down later and realise that the clinic will only be open after 2pm as they are all out for lunch. Call Cheong to go for lunch later and den head on to see a doctor. After seeing doctor online and msn den went of to sleep. (=

Sat
Wake up at 10am and went down to supermarket with mum to buy some raw food to cook for lunch and dinner. Went down again to Pasa malam to crave for some nice and yummy food. (=
Mum bought me 2 pairs of T-shirt and i short pant for me and 1 pair of T-shirt for my bro. Went home after that and msn Wai Yee to confirm the time and location to meet. Meet up with her around 4 plus and went off to shop for Delan cake. Went to Tampines mall to buy her cake den head on to East coast Park to meet up with Delan and guys and it's Delan birthday celebration BBQ. Cheong and the rest came later and ya. We plan to go home but Wy and Yc was stuck there cos of a girl. =X

No choice but to stay overnite with them. Liang Zhu was like saying " I wan to go home but thanks to them " Haha.. Stay there till morning. Playing Heart attack and bitch ard to tok about our personalities and etc till 8am in the morning. Pack up and wait for Wai Yee dad to fetch her den we went home with Delan to help her with her things. Yc went home first as he needs to work in the evening. Me and Wy later head on by bus. (=

Sun
Reach home around 12pm and den went off to sleep till 5pm whereby the property agent come to view our flat and to discuss about the procedure. After that dinner den Pasa Malam again cos it's the last day. Bought some food home and eat den went of to sleep until this morning. Pack up, wash up and den off to work. (=

I do have a enjoyable weekends and also a tiring weekends. Somemore, i wasted my Sun sleeping at home for the whole day. )=

Alrite, think i end here. Good day everybody.

2008-10-16T08:51:00.002+08:00

Today i am so so so pissed. Someone scolded me early in the morning for nothing. Wth.. Did i ever provoked you! I jus wanted to catch my dream and i hope to fulfill it. Is that wrong? Who dun have a dream, can anyone tel me? That's seriously too much! Unreasonable like her mum! =.=
Funniest thing is, we can't even be friend? That is so so ridiculous! I somehow find that her mindset is kinda old fashion. What we do is not what she do. She really think like an old auntie thinking. Really suspect which year she's born. Younger den me but mindset behave like an old auntie. OMG!!!

Yesterday i den realise that my bro actually has a blog of his own. He's my bro and yet i dun understand him that well. I feel like a useless bro. Sigh..

Somehow i feel that no one understand my current situation. I am leaving in a world of sadness. Every month, half of my salary gone as i needed to contribute it at home. I need to pay for my maid Levy fee as well as her salary and i also need to pay for my Hp bill, house phone bill and internet bill. My mum expenses is much much more den me and so i have to help her to contribute some. She's sick and i can't expect much from her too. But why can't people jus understand my current current situation? Sigh.. You think i want all that! I also dun want but i have no choice. You think i use my money and spend without thinking? I am not that rich and i dun waste my money anyhow. I hate my current life. Sigh..

2008-10-13T10:24:00.002+08:00

Hi people, I am back to blog again. (=

I suddenly realise something, it has been a long time since i last change my blogskin. People, i am really lazy to change and plus there isn't any pretty or cool skins for me. Hmm... Anyone got any skins recommendation? Anyone offered to change for me? Lols.. I will be more happy den enough if you would offered to change it for me! (=

I am so bored nowadays, been left alone. )= Haha... Suddenly find that gals are bitch! They cheat guys feeling! Hate gals to the core. =X
My god bro recently been cheated by his ex gf and same goes to most of my friends. I feel that gals nowadays are really slut! What they do is to flirt ard. Is that true? Good gals are hard to find now. Sigh.. Time change and world change. Last time guys hurt gals and now is the opposite. So people, do you believe in retributions now??? Lols.. I believe it now as i can see it in my own eyes. T_T

I am so emotion and confuse now. Damn! Why do problems keep coming my way? That's so so unexpected ok! Please! Gals are part of our stress and yet we still wanna committee into it. I find it silly now but yet can't help! =/
Anyway, Jay Chou album will be publishing on 15th Oct 08, 2 days more to his new album release and Fyi, I have already placed his full album songs in friendster. Please enjoy!

Cheers!

2008-10-07T13:36:00.002+08:00

When flipping through my previous entries, i seem that my life is getting more and more sad each day! Life is still going to continue no matter what. Life may be hard time may not work but life will still have to control. Most importantly, i need to know what i am doing and what i want in the future. Time is precious and time dun wait! Oh... That's so sad! )=

When out yesterday to search for Delan present together with Huiyi. Chris Chin join us later after work. Have been walking all shops in Tampines Mall and Century Square until my leg also turn numb. -_-!!!

Before that, we went to CCH to visit Tiffany as she is admitted into hospital. I am so so great to know that she's fine and are also great to know that she's going to discharge today. I saw her new boyfriend and was so happy for her as she finally found herself a good boyfriend i can say. Soon we head off as we dun wan to disturb this lovely newbies couple. Went off to East Point and had our dinner at sakue sushi there. We ate quite a lot and it only cost us about 41 bucks as there is 10% discounts from DBS card. I am so great that Huiyi have it. Hehehehehehe..

Gals present are hard to get as there are jus too fussy! You may think this things look nice but they think the other way. When you say this dress is nice, they will turn you off. My God! Gals things are really hard to buy. Once buy you are afraid that she might not like it and it might cost you a bomb if she dun even want to wear or use it! That's so so hard to decide. Haha..

2008-10-02T15:32:00.002+08:00

Something is troubling me right now and if this thing is not going to be settled. i won't noe wat to do seriously. Sometime things get hard on you or it will keep on dragging. Dragging and dragging is not a veri good solution to avoid things as well. I think the best way to do is to settle asap and jus do it straight forward. But now, things isn't getting my way. i can't do anything without someone consent! Was feeling so down lately as things is like keep on dragging and lying around without any answer given. Lols..

If this will to happen to you, will you feel tired or even irritated? Haha.. Hmm.. Anyway, i dun care much also. Jus take it easy. Hope things will soon be settled! lols..

2008-09-29T08:53:00.002+08:00

I was at home the whole day yesterday, waiting for the Singapore first F1 race! I on my tv sport channel and sat on my sofa since 8pm. Was excited waiting for the F1 show to be started. Wanted to watch LIVE but unfortunately, i am not that reach as to watch in LIVE! Haha.. Tot of wanting to go Marina Square there and see but i need to work morning the next day. Sad isn't it? Haha.. Me and my dad sat there till they completed the race. So cool! I love F1 and i hope it can be hold in Singapore once a year. =X

I wonder what if i ever had one F1 park at my house for display, i think i will be much more happy den enough! =X Hahaha.. That's impossible rite? But let me have a dream! Lols.. F1 has finally ended and I will miss it forever. 28 Sep 08. First F1 event in Singapore. Mmm.. That feeling are never meant to be forgotten. Haha..

Alrite. I think i should end here!

2008-09-26T16:16:00.002+08:00

Lols. One of my colleague send this to me. Take a look at it. (=

NOTICE TO ALL EMPLOYEES Effective August 2008 Dress Code 1. It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a pay raise. 2. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay raise. 3. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise. Sick Days We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Holiday Days Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday. Compassionate Leave This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early. Toilet Use 1. Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the cubicles. 2. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the cubicle door will open, and your picture will be taken. 3. After your second offence, your picture will be posted on the company notice board under the 'Chronic Offenders' category. 4. Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy. Lunch Break 1. Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more so that they can look healthy. 2. Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure. 3. Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast. Thank you for your loyalty to our company. Remember we are an employer of choice and we are here to provide a positive employment experience. Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations, contemplations, consternation and input should be directed elsewhere.

2008-09-25T09:49:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, good morning to everyone! (=

Here i am to introduce you a new album release. Guess who? Yes! Is Jay Chou! Those friends who know me well will surely know who's my fav idol ya. =P
Hehe.. I am so happy, i finally wait till this days. I have been longing for his album for so long. His new release album not really that bad. His album name is "Capricorn" Haha... I think is becos of his new album release in Oct and that's why he decided to name it as "Capricorn". His album will be releasing on the 9th Oct. Isn't that fast? I jus can't wait for that day. =P

Jay Chou!!! My long time idol. My admire! He's a talented singer and how i wish i have half of his talent, i knew that is not possible but everyone have a dream rite??? Haha... I am going to order for his album soon. (=

Ok, enough of Jay Chou for now! Back to my daily procedure. I am SO tired today. Yesterday i end at 9pm and today i start at 0830am. My colleague call me yesterday nite wanting to change with me his morning shift. I agree to the same. Although morning shift is a bit of tiring but den i still prefer morning den afternoon. I hate doing afternoon shift here as it's really boring at nite and calls keep coming non stop. All thanks to those indian who keep spamming our call to log a case for them. I am wondering sometime, dun they need to sleep? They are really that power. Always, always they will call after office hours. I dun understand why but maybe they are jus enjoying it i suppose! Cool! And now i know why they earn so much! Lols..

Anyway, i shall end here as there are nothing interesting for me to blog currently. I shall updates again 2molo or maybe other days. Cheers everybody! Do enjoy your weeks.

PS: For students who are mugging for your exam. Esp 'N' and 'O' level. Please do take care although i know this exam mean alot to you. There's always time to play and time for mugging. Please know your limit so as not to end up like wat i am now. )= I regretted for not hearing other ppl's advice. I need to start my future by now! Yes, my course. I am gonna catch you in 6 mths time. Jiayou!!! - In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure-

2008-09-24T12:19:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl, I have already uploaded Chris 21st Birthday pic on my lappy. Will upload here once i am free ok? Haha.. Went to eski bar yesterday at boat quay. The one where ppl say tat it's 0 degree cold. Well.. It's reali cold when u enter but once u enter another compartment it's not tat cold. It's jus the part where u enter are damn cold. lols.. Well.. Quite a nice and relax bar, but it seem to be quite small.

This morning, my bro wake me up jus to tel me that our main door was stuck with a stopper and it cause the door to be stuck. I try all ways to open it but it couldn't work. OMG!!! We have no other choice but to call the smith locker. They ask us to try again as they will take some time to come down. So, i try again and again until i am reali pissed. =/ Ask my bro to call the police in the end but den my dad already open the door. Hah.. He's still fit man! (=

2008-09-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

After flipping through other people's blog, den i knew that it's been sometime since i updated my blog ya. Been busy and tired recently after Chris chalet. His chalet was a nice one! Although they are so many last minute things that has been done! Overall results is beta den much i expected. (=

Anyway, once again. Happy belated 21st Birthday to Chris. I know he really did enjoy that moment of him that day and ya. Tel you guys a secret! He is drunk on that day as almost the whole bottle of vodka is he who settle it. His friends are to powerful as to drunk him. And well, he is a master now. He already master the way of drinking the whole bottle and not drunk with jus a little of half bottle. =P Congrats eh! Lols.

Hey, i apologies for the late posting of Chris 21st birthday pic. I noe that everyone are waiting! Waiting to see the way that he's drunk. Haha... I will try to upload the pic asap ok? Stay tune for his sexy video and pic. Hehehehe..

Eh... There's something that has been hiding from my bottom of my heart till now! I wanted to say it out loud but yet i dun wan people to noe abt it. Can i really keep this secret of mine for long? I really do hope so. Anyway, i won't wan to mention it anymore. Let secret be a secret for ever! Lols..

Got to Ciaoz! Cya ppl ard! (=

2008-09-12T16:03:00.002+08:00

This month, i am going to pull down my limit on drinking. Last month, went to a lot of place to drink. Always drink drunk drunk. I think after Cheong Chalet's, is time to stop all this harmful things that i should do. Is not very good for our health to keep on drinking. Last few mths, i am kinda lost but now i am ok! As for now we all jus have to stop all this harmful stuff and kick it to a side and leave it there for it to rot. Hah..

Hah.. I am looking forward to Cheong's 21st birthday chalet this coming Sun. I have put in so much effort and little capital on it. Hope it's gonna be a well done one. I really do hope he enjoy himself for his first BIG birthday celebration. Can see that he himself really put in a lot of effort and capital for this chalet. (=

I think i dun have anymore things to blog. Ok! Shall end here for the day! Take care everyone. For those who's invited to his chalet personally, i will cya guys over there. Cheers everyone

2008-09-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

This week, i am abit of pathetic lar. This week shift is like so lousy man! Today i am on nite shift lar and same goes to the rest of the days for this week! lols... I am off on Thursday and Friday, went out with Wai yee on wed nite after my work. Meet her at Plaza Singapura, we actually wanted to watch movie but end up we are in Pasir Ris K-box and sing. Lols. Sing till ard 2am and went off to Pasir Ris park for a stroll. Hah. Well.. Same, Wai Yee is drunk again and she keep on biting my hands. OMG! Headed home later ard 4am in the morning. Sleep for a while and awake to look for my mum in Raffle Place as she needs my citibank card to buy mooncake as she say there's a 15% discount ya.

Went off at nite again to double O. Meet up with Wai Yee in Kovan and head on to Double O. At first i tot she was a pro but in the end she say she lose her way. Lols. But still, we make our way there on 12 dot. Hah.. Kenneth is trying to drunk me and question me something but end up i am the one beating him. Hah. Isn't that funny. I do this on purpose ok! Lols.

After double O, Kenneth have the intention to send Wai Yee home with no guys ard. Isn't that seem funny? I call Wen Sheng and ask him to give a call back to Yee till she's home but who knows that Wen Sheng went all the way down to fetch her home. Wow.. Thanks goodness we have Wen Sheng. Hah. Hey bro, thanks for that! Same, home at 4am and bath den went off to sleep till today! Kao! Wake up at 10 plus today jus to accompany my mum to Tampines for some matters. Headed home ard 2pm den went to sleep again at 4pm, wake up at 7pm for dinner and off for coffee session with my mum downstairs the coffeeshop. Home, bath and off to work. Ya! That why i am here now. )=
What a boring day today. OMG! Who gonna help me? Hah..

-The only cure for boredom is curiosity, There is no cure for curiosity-

2008-09-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

Friday 29 Aug 08

As usual routine, went to work in the morning and out at nite. Meet up with Wai Yee after her work and off to Bugis for a walk. Meet up with Delan later on and went off to eat steamboat. Wen Sheng and Cheong join us later. They both came with a full stomach. Lols. Enjoying our steamboat and sat there for an hour. Headed on to Top 1 KTV later and reserve a room den we went off to play an hour pool. Hah..

Back to KTV after an hour later to sing our heart out. Somehow Wai Yee is feeling down again and she ordered to jug of liquid and only the 3 of us drink. =S
Delan and Wen Sheng dun drink as they preferred to drink fruit punch. Hah..
Same old history repeated, but this time is 2 ppl drunk. =/
Wen Sheng was like staying with us for the whole day as Chris and Wai Yee is drunk. Delan have to went home herself first as she need to work the next morning. We walk from Bugis to Plaza Singapura jus to wait for the 2 of them to stay awake.

We send Wai Yee home later on and headed home and i feel so tired for the whole day! )=

Saturday 30 Aug 08 Meet up with Cheong ard 630pm. Headed off to book his chalet den to Qian Hui birthday party. Wei Yuan and gang join us later. They bought a SK necklace for the birthday gal and each of us pay abt 10 bucks. Her mum even order pizza for us. Omg! Thanks aunty.
Cheong and Zai Kai headed home later on and left me with the gang. Went off to Aranda Bar to chill. Ordered to Jug of Tiger beer and sit there till 2am and headed home.

PS: I am seriously tired now!!! )= Hah..

2008-08-28T10:49:00.002+08:00

Wake up around 730am in the morning today. Actually, i dun really want to wake up as it's raining outside. I can feel the coldness and breeze that came in from the window. Wow.. What a nice and sweet day for a nice and sweet sleep. Hah.. But too bad, i still have to drag myself up and off for work. )=

On the way to work, the rain suddenly stopped. It's only drizzling by then. No more heavily rain. I tot it was a good timing for me to off for work. But i feel so disappointed when i reach my work place at Bedok. Over here is like raining so heavily man! I was like "OMG" What should i do man! Hah.. Luckily i always carry an umbrella in my bag to in case it rain half way off to work. But it's totally no use. The rain is so heavy and the umbrella is only enough to cover me and not my bag. )=

On my way to the office, my shoes is totally wear and so are my feet inside. Sad lar. I feel so uneasy now ok! It's so wear underneath my feet. OMG!!! What a good day for me today. Why must it started raining when i am off to work again. ='(

Anyway, i am at work now. Shall stop here. Cya!

2008-08-27T11:27:00.002+08:00

Oh man! I was like "wtf". Noe what? Damn! Today i am late for work due to traffic jam and etc. I suppose to reach at 9am but i reach at 903am. I was like OMG lar. I took cab abt 830am and i suppose to reach at 845am but who noes i actually reach at 903am. Freak! 3mins late and it takes me half an hour to reach? is there a need? Hah...
I actually wake up on time but i dun noe why i am late for work. I also dun noe what i am doing after shower. Hah.. So funny rite? Totally blur man! Ya. I am having flu! Oh my. Flu!!! ='(

I am really pissed!!! My lappy i jus bought it in March this year and now the adapter gone. Sigh.. Today i call the customer service centre and they actually wan me to logged a case in order for me to bring it down to Alexandra Technopark to get it replace? Hah. That sound like my company quote man! lols. I am sad lar. My poor lappy is low batt and i am unable to on it till i get the adapter replaced. OMG!!! )=

Oh man! How am i going to get it at Alexandra TechnoPark? Does anyone noe how to go??? Please guide me along. (= Cheers! PS: Happy Birthday Qian Hui!!!

2008-08-26T12:14:00.003+08:00

While surfing thru the nets, i found a meaningful poem. I decided to post it in my blog to remind myself and others to always live your life to the fullest. Think positive and not negative.

Hah.. Say easy den done. Why not we jus try. Take a look below for the poem. Always Live Life to the Fullest

Don't let go of Hope. Hope gives you the strength to keep going When you feel like giving up.

Don't ever quit believing in Yourself. As long as you believe you Can, You will have a reason for Trying.

Don't let anyone hold your Happiness in their hands; Hold it in yours, so it will always be within your Reach.

Don't measure success or failure by material wealth, But by how you Feel; Our feelings determine the richness of our Lives.

Don't let bad moments overcome you; Be Patient, and they will pass.

Don't hesitate to Reach out for help; We all need it from time to time.

Don't run away from love but towards Love. Because it is our deepest Joy.

Don't wait for what you Want to come to you. Go after it with all that You Are, Knowing that Life will meet you Halfway.

Don't feel like you've lost When plans and dreams fall short of your hopes. Anytime you learn something New About Yourself or about Life, You have Progressed.

Don't do anything that takes away From your Self-Respect. Feeling good about Yourself Is essential to feeling good about Life.

Don't ever forget how to Laugh Or be too proud to Cry. It is by doing both that we live life to its Fullest.

2008-08-20T09:27:00.002+08:00

Hey morning everyone. I shall blog early in the morning for today since i have nothing much to do at the moment. I think i will get the birthday cake from prima deli den. Hah. The cake there taste nice! Esp chocolate mint tea. It taste yummy go go go! Hah.. Ok, i can't resisted myself when i see the chocolate mint tea cake as it taste really yummy! I bought it before for 1 of my friend last year during her birthday. (=

Hey, people! How do you guys think? Gillian, do you think we should get it in Prima Deli? Hah. (=
Hey friends, I hope you all understand. The purpose of me changing job. I dun like to tok much regarding about my family problem here but i hope you do understand. (=

By the way, I will upload the photo's that is taken during my birthday on last Fri soon. Been busy this few days ar! lols.

2008-08-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

This days, i have been wondering. What if i leave my current company 1 day. Will I feel the present of my colleagues or will i regret? Hmm... I dun noe. What i wan now is a beta prospects. If other company will to hired you with beta offered. Will you ever leave? Well.. I am really puzzle for that. I can say i dun feel happy staying in this company to work but i feel happy staying in this company for my colleagues. They are nice and united. I have never had such nice colleagues ever before till the day i am here. (=

As i stated in my blog last few days that i went for a job interview last Sat. Chances for me t seem to be high but my expectation that i am aiming for is much much more higher den here. I need a beta prospected due to my current condition now and i hope all my friends understand me. (=

I am sick and tired of hating people around like storm like fire. Now all i wan is peace after so many things happened. I dun care what people might think of me now and all i wan is to get rid all the problem that i have and focus on the things that i wan. Is always beta to have more friends den enemy. (=

I ought to buck up for my future as i am no longer young like last time. I am 22 already! Time dun wait and i dun think i wan to continued wasting my time now. Casino Management, I am seriously aiming for it now. I gonna work hard for this and do my best that i can. Time is no longer to waste. Hah.
12 Lotus is showing in cinema now and i have been waiting for this show to shows. I wanna watch!!! (=
Heard a few of my friends say that the show is very bored and the preview for this show is rating under 3 stars. Is it really that poor? =S
The previous show 881 is showing popular and why do this showing rating below 3. Hah. I dun believe. I wan to watch no matter what and judge it myself.
Wai Yee!!! Yes is you. You promised to watch it with me and now we shall plan a day and watch it! (=

Next, my best friend chris 21st birthday is coming and now me and Wai Yee are planning to buy him a cake during his celebration that day! Well. We are thinking hard this few days and was still under consideration of the place to buy. Anyone got any recommendation? Hah. Let me noe if you have. I will be more appreciate den. (=

Fyi, Gillian and Germaine. If you ever read my blog please note that Yok Cheong will be inviting you to his birthday as he told me to tel u guys. His chalet will be hold on the 14th Sep and it's a Sun. Please kindly confirmed with me yours attendance as so we could plan it as planned. (=

PS: I am sorry Gillian and Germaine as i am lazy to contact you. Hah.. Jus kidding. ;p

2008-08-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hah. Yesterday is my 22nd birthday! I can say that i am really enjoying my birthday this year. I am once happy. (=

Friday

Went to work and headed over to Golden Mile with my friend Chris late after work. We went to a pub name called Thai Pub. We went there to celebrate my birthday for me as well as to enjoy. I was told to open 1 bottle of liquid to treat them and they will open another bottle to counted as a birthday gift for me. Lols. Well. Anyway, i really enjoy myself and ya, we headed home at 4am. (=

Saturday

Went for job interview around 2pm, i went to the wrong place for interview. I was suppose to go Orchard Paragon for interview but i went to Raffle place instead. =X
Quickly rush over to Orchard Paragon once i heard the news. Hah.
Went to meet her, Hoon and Xia later on for celebration. They seem so weird as they say they wanna give me a big surprise. Hah. I nv tot they will do something so touching for me and i am really touch. Thank you ppl! (= Love u ppl loads!!! Hah..

I enjoy and i really enjoy. Thanks for asking the DJ to sing me birthday song. ;p

2008-08-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

Today is 12 Aug 08 and it's a Tuesday, my Taiwan friend Joyce is going back to Taiwan already. I will always miss her as i noe she will as well. She will be taking the 1730 Singapore Airlines flight back to Taiwan.

I wish to send her off but unfortunately i am working. ='(
Chris will be helping me to send her off today at airport. I bought her a gift yesterday as a token and i hope she will always remember me. I gonna miss her loads. =(
How? I feel like losing a friend leh. A friend where i always hang out wif when she and me is free. Now she's flying off to Taiwan.
1 year pass very fast. I remember that she came in last year when i first noe her and now she's flying off to Taiwan already. Oh dear, my dear friend. Do take care. I gonna miss u always and friends forever.

Take care Joyce.
Farewell to you.
I promise i will fly to Taiwan and look for you end of next year. Dun forget what you promise me wor. Bring me to see Jay Chou!!! Hah.

-Friendship is a sweet memories, never an opportunity-

Our friendship will never end =)

2008-08-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, here are the photo's that have been taken yesterday during our outing in Labrador Park. Hah. Enjoy the pic ar. Below are all my colleagues and me! Fun man! But unforunately, i am dead drunk. =X Wonder how's Wai Yee now as her hp is spoiled, so i am unable to contact her. Take care! (=

2008-08-10T13:04:00.002+08:00

Today, I reach home abt 7am in the morning. Went over to Labrador Park for company BBQ. I believe i had to much with Wai Yee. Once she lay on to me, i am out of control and lay on my colleague as well. We both are like a fool over there.

Oh well, i knew i could drink much but i am not sure wat makes me drunk tat fast. I am such a disgrace and so are Wai Yee. My supervisor has been keep watching on me and Wai Yee. I knew we had to much and i knew this is gonna be a disgrace. =x

Oh my, I nv knew that i am such a poor drinker and i have nv make a fool of myself before unlike yesterday and this is gonna be such a totally disgrace of myself. I feel like a fool.

Later on, my friend Chris is here to fetch me home. Till i realise it, i am a bit sober by den.
Wai Yee is totally insane =X
She's not a good drinker and yet she wanna keep drinking and drinking.
Later on, my supervisor hired a cab intend to send us home but den Wai Yee friend insist of meeting us in Orchard and so we headed down to orchard. Hah. Met her friend over there, while on the way to Orchard, Wai Yee is like hugging each and everyone of us bt lucky she never hug onto anyone else tat she doesn't noe.

Reach Orchard, and she jus hugged on her friend when she saw her and ya. Tat makes the two of them fall. :S
We quickly held her up and bring her to a place to sit while i go over and buy her some hot chocolate in 7 Eleven. Later, we went off to K box in cineleisure to sing our heart out tog with Wai Yee's friend and Chris. And ya, sing till 6am in the morning and headed home.
Oh. A totally disgraceful tat i had in National Day this year. :'(

Alrite, gonna end here.

PS: HAPPY 43TH NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

2008-08-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

Found this interesting content in Jeff's blog, and so i intend to grab it and try it on my own. Try this in http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx if you feel bored or free. (=

Cheers!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

2008-08-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

I always have question for myself. Life is short and why can't i live life to the fullest. Why can't i be much much more happy to see and deal with things around me. To me, i am actually living in a world of black and white, it's very hard for me to see my life in colours. Sometime i ask god, i ask them why my life is so pathetic, why can't they let me live my life happily. Well.. When a person get older, stress keep coming. Stress in regards of work, relationship, family, friends and etc. Almost everything you do will cause stress.

I always wanted to fulfill my dream, but i noe that it's impossible and so i dun ask for much. What i wish now is a stable and happy relationship with my galfriend, a happy family and more friends. I am really very stress and depressed for my relationship. 4 years of relationship but things hasn't clear and misunderstanding is all around. I am at fault in the past but i change a lot in the present, which is now. 4 years down the road, i have been wishing for all this trouble of my relationship to be clear. All i wan is a sweet and memorable with a open relationship. I want to be like anyone else who's having a relationship.

Some people say i choose wrong partner, while some people say is all misunderstanding. So which one should it be? Lols. Me myself also dun know as i am confuse. =S

Like what other people's say, life is ups and downs. There's no such things call smooth sailing in life. I believe ya, as it's totally true. You can see for yourself. Hah. But why do people wanna commit suicide. Is it really due to stress or are they jus trying to avoid things? Hmm... I am confuse as well. =S

I am now in the office typing this entires of mine. As today is not that busy and calls isn't that much. I sat down in a corner and think. I jus keep thinking non stop, my mind is going round and round with full of question marks. I am wondering and thinking of a lots of things tat happened to everyone of us and the world. Hmm. What's doom days? Is there really doom days in this world? When, where and how? Hmm.. Full of things to learn and it sound really interesting. Well. My knowledge is till consider 0% as i really wondering about a thousands of things in my mind. Is it really too late for me to know more knowledge now? I hope not ya. Time as precious and so are life. As you grow older, you started to think things in logic. Hah.

Hey kids, dun waste your time playing. Must use more of your time to learn as time dun wait for you. Be more sensible rather den trying to be funny. Is it really that great for you to fight and waste your time over such useless things. Hah. Think it carefully and this concern your reputation in the future.
To me, i jus hope to have a simple and sweet life that i ever had. Grant my wish please! My gal please grant my wish. ;p

-Do things with conscience is the best solution to avoid unnecessary misunderstanding- =)

2008-08-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

Oh dear, today is already Thursdays and 2molo going to be Friday. Wow. Time pass fast ya! Well. Sat i am having company bbq in Labrador park ya. Hmm... Heard that Kris gonna cook his yummy food. Hah. Sat and Sun i gonna be damn busy. Firstly, lets tok abt sat. I am going to Labrador Park for company gathering BBQ and den later gonna meet up with Chris and Wai Yee friends for movie. Gonna ton there for the whole nite till the next morning to catch the first bus back.

Sun, gonna sleep till 1300 and den wake up to prepared to go and help Xiao Xia with her 21st birthday celebration. Later on gonna be her host for the day i think. Hah. I am still considering whether i wanna stay over nite at her chalet or not. =S

Yea! My birthday is coming and ya, my mum have just bought me a Cardigan as my birthday present on last Sun afternoon when we went to Bedok for shopping. Hah. Finally get that piece of purple Cardigan! I have been aiming so long for that. :>

Hah. As for my love life, it doesn't seem good at all. Hopefully things will turn beta as time come and hopefully her mum can be much more understanding!

Alrite, gonna end here. Good nite blogger.

PS: She's discharge lor! Get well soon.

2008-08-05T17:21:00.003+08:00

I am so sorry my dear. Yesterday she call me and tel me that she was feeling unwell and waiting for her mum to fetch her home, i ask her what happened and she tel me that she saw something like 2 shadows appearing infront of her in a sudden during her trip to work. I was kinda worry for that but yet i pick a fight with her over the phone. I scolded her, i tel her tat if she noe she's gonna be sick and she noe tat she is weak, why can't she jus take good care of herself. She say to me sadly that she also doesn't want this to happened. By den i feel so sorry for her.

I ask her to see a doctor asap but yet she wanted to take her time. She say she can't see properly now. She went to see a doctor later all in the afternoon and she's back telling me that doctor issued her a letter to ask her to admitted to the hospital as the doctor can't scan thru the reason for that. I was much more worry and were keep telling her to go A&E 2molo. It was my fault not to ask her to go asap. She waited for her mum to came home and i think from there, her mum fetch her to the hospital. I try to contact her this morning as she wan me to wake her up. I keep calling her but no one answered. I tot she was sleeping and so i ignored it. But den later on her colleague Ms Low call to informed me that she's admitted into hospital, i was kinda worry as i can't get to contact her. I am wondering wat really happen to her as i am so worry for her at the moment. I do pray for her this morning and i hope she will be fine and healthy. She's afraid of darkness and i am afraid that she might be scare in hospital alone. How? I jus can't stop worrying. Hopefully my friend will be able to contact her parents and check abt her condition as i really wan to noe it right now. ='(

By the way, do you all believe in retribution? Is there really retribution exist? Well... I think we can view from others people points, am i right? I am wondering if a person did something wrong or create some sinful things, will there be retribution on them or their children? Well. I do hope so retribution happens to them rather den their children as their children is really innocents. Is very unfair if the sin created by the eldest and repay on their children. Hmm... That shouldn't be done. But well, some people say won't some people say would. So which one should we believe? Am i too superstitious? Isn't it hard to answered?
If that's the case, den i think we should do things in conscience ya. Agreeable?

I do hope you will be fine and i promise to be good as you are the gal that i love the most.

Speedy recovery!!! Get well soon, i am here always for you.

The POWER of LOVE in the ANSWER for it!

Tata!!! Ciaoz!

Mood: Sad + Confuse = ?

2008-08-04T11:41:00.002+08:00

As i say, attitude are hard to change and so are temper and character. But a person whom you really love will like you to change from head to toe. Well... You did as her wish but she take things forgranted, I dun know why but this is what a person personality is i believe. Everyone do take things forgranted, agreeable? Lols.

I love her alot as everyone can see, i change for the best jus becos of her as everyone can see too. But why can't she? I dun expect her to change much but jus slightly change to the beta will do. But all she does is to say and not to be done. Words are easy to say den be done. Tat's funny, isn't it? Lols. I give in alot to her even how busy i am but why can't she? Well... I can't blame her for that as i know her personality is like this, but at least change to the beta for me to think that is worth me changing all for her.

Life's been hard for me if she gonna do that to me even more. Hah. I dun know whether to laugh or to cry for that but i jus have to live my life still for any reason. Life is precious and fragile for me but i will stay still to make my life even more meaningful den to be fragile. Good isn't it? I need to be strong and hopefully i learn to be as life isn't that good for me as time pass. But well, hopefully my life can be beta when time pass and this is what i always hope. I wan my life to be happy instead of sadness. This is to be done for sure! Be good and listen once yea! Jiayou for me.

-LOVE does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction-

2008-07-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

Today is a sunny day! Yesterday went over to my cousin house for my second baby niece full mood celebration. First time seeing my second baby niece after she was born. I even get to see my big cousin baby as well. Compare my second cousin baby with my big cousin baby. I prefer my big cousin baby. His baby was so cute. Haha.. Have taken some of the photo's when i visited my second cousin house yesterday. Will upload in when i am free. (=

I did take some of my da biao ge baby as well. As for Lee ann, she has already grown up. She can crawl now and i think is learning to walk and speak soon. I love them so much cos they are all my baby niece's ya. lols. Next visit will be my god daughter. Wanna go her house to visit her sister. Her sister jus born a few weeks ago and i am looking forward to seeing my god daughter and her sis. Haha..

2008-07-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

After enduring the 4 days midnight shift, i finally understand the word of "endurance" so well. Hah. Been so tired after doing the 4 days midnight shift and i doesn't seem to have enough sleep no matter how early i sleep and how late i wake up. I am reali reali tired!

Today, start work at 1430 in the afternoon, while on my way to work. I saw my ex colleagues. Have a tok with them until i reach Bedok, 1 of them alight at the same stop wif me and she ask me "How is ur new job? Beta den Airport right?". Well.. My answer to me is "no" but onli the ppl there are nice. Sigh... I wish to go back but i noe is too late for me to decide. I am feeling quite down recently. Jus find tat she is not the one i reali love now. She's changed. She's no longer her. She became more and more clever to deal with ppl. Becos of her, i start an argument with my friend. Is it worth to argue over her? I am thinking hard this few days. Think abt the way she treated me. My tears started to drop. Wat i need most is ppl concern and ppl motivation. I have no more motivation after things started to happened one by one. I am jus so depressed and stress. Suddenly i find tat i dun reali need her as much as before. I still can live without her as she no longer tat important to me. She jus hurt me too much. Too much tat she can't even repay in her next life. I find tat i HATE her more den LOVE now. Well... I am sorry to say tat, i am reali sorry. But all i say is true!

I suddenly feel tat i have a lot of things to write as i am feeling damn down. So back here to edit watever things tat i wan to say out. I can't approach my friends any longer and they might gonna say things. Sigh... Life been meaningless ya. Lols. I have nv see myself happy in my heart before. Appearance might show but not in my heart. I am feeling so damn bitter now. My life is so tough. Why do Heaven wan to gif me such life? Am i deserve to accept my current life? I am wondering and i am always wondering. Life been tough when i grow older each yr. I always tot my life will be beta when the next new yr come by, but i am wrong. I am afraid, am reali afraid for the next yr to arrive cos i dun wan my life to be more and more bitter. I wan it to be happy and ya tat's so simple.

2008-07-16T18:32:00.002+08:00

Went out wif joyce yesterday afternoon after meeting someone for lunch. We suppose to meet up and go to botanic garden for a visit. (I promise to bring her there, so this is a promise tat i should keep) Guess wat? When we walk half way, it rain. It jus rain so heavily. Lols. And somemore we were somewhere ard those uulu place where there's onli condo's and private estate wif no shelther in every part of the corner! In the end we went to a place where ppl collect rubbish and ya we jus stay outside there. Manage to get a cab later on and headed over to orchard wisma for starbuck. We both having hot chocolate and yummy, the chocolate is so thick!!! Headed of to Cineleisure and take some neoprint and den back home. Woo~

Back to the sad things tat i wanna post. I hate my company so much and it's jus so much! This mth i am veri good, i manage not to take mc even i am sick, i manage not to be late even i am in a rush and jus becos of my urgent leave for a few days, u extended me! Not all, the system tat i use is so lousy. I hav nv seen jus lousy system at all! C'mon, this is a veri famous worldwide electronic company and i jus dun understand why the system is sooo lousy! I even get scolded frm customers becos of our lousy system! U should hav change it long ago pls!!! On mon, i try to keep restarting the system bt i dun noe why it jus hang. I keep on restarting for a few times till i forgot to open one system. I noe tat system is quite important but u dun hav to issue me a coaching letter (warning letter) jus becos of tat. U keep on extended me. Is this fair to me? T.T Sigh...

Next is her and yes onli her, the person that i love so much! Why do u have to keep on rubbing my wound bigger and bigger, deeper and deeper! U think is fun to do tat is it? For u maybe fun but for me is a hurt. Lols. I jus dun understand, overall u still blame me when u noe yourself tat it reali isn't all my fault and is u who start the ball rolling in the first part! I agree, i agree i am at fault too but why u jus dun agree? I dun noe tat loving u is so pain u noe. Yea! I still wondering whether is i deserve it or am i kelian? (Pity). Why do i have to love u so much and ask for your forgiveness? From the day u say break off i should hav jus agree and off u go. I shouldn't have keep asking for forgiveness! I am so stupid. It's not entirely my fault and i have to give in first. T.T - I am reali so stupid lor. I even believe ur words as u say u promise not to hurt each others again. I SHOULDN'T have take ur words seriously. T.T

God, all i wan is to be HAPPY! )=

2008-07-14T07:41:00.002+08:00

Hoho... Yesterday went to wild wild wet with Joyce, Cheong, Wai Yee and Wai yee's friend De Lan i think. Well.. As usual, me and cheong meet up to go tog and ya we reach there ard 230pm. Give a call to Joyce and find out that she's actually on her way. Me and cheong waited for her to arrive. Headed to wild wild wet and enjoy till 4pm. Give a call to Wai Yee cos we are meeting in different timing. lols. Wai Yee apologies and said tat she's still on the way and have jus reach Pasir Ris station. *Faint* lols. Headed back for fun again till 415pm. Out of the entrance and waited for her but yet she still haven't reach. (Feel like killing her. Argh...) Waited and waited till 450pm den i saw her!!! Wai Yee, i reali want to kill u for sure!!!!!! lols..

Well... We are like playing hide and seek. lols. I couldn't manage to find Wai yee they all after they went to change and promise that will meet us over at the wave sea pool. Lols... But i waited for so long for her but i jus can't find her there. So i ask my friend to continue with the game. Yuppie!!! Ulah ulah is fun ya. Later on, meet up with Wai Yee as she message me for my location. Bath and eat and headed home. Well... Cheong and joyce did saw them but is jus that they dun noe them so ya. We play hide and seek till den. lols.

2008-07-09T12:23:00.002+08:00

When time pass each day, is the day where our age grows. Now, we are all grown up adults. We are no longer the naive teenagers that u see last time. We are no longer tat happy jus like wat u see last time. We are getting more and more busier and more and more problem coming on our way. Jus like now, I am already 22 and finally i am out to earn myself a living. Isn't this wat i have been longing for? Yes, i finally get the dream that i wan and i finally out to earn myself a living but den i am not that happy like the past. In the past, i may not have money to buy the things that i wan and eat the things that i wan cos i am jus a student. In the past i may dislike studies and under parents control. I may like my friends and hang out with them everyday and every min. How abt now? I have all. I have freedom, work, money that is enough for me and also meet up with friends and ton and whatever.

But why do i feel least happy? Well... Simple. Becos i noe the word "stress", i am no longer naive as before. I am sad, i am jus sad and worry for this and that. I am stress i am an adults and i need to settle everything myself. Oh... What is happening, i feel like i had change to another person in a day. Sigh... Flipping thru my photo album and my previous blog entires. I still think that i am happier that way. I wan to study and i wan to be a parents baby. Sigh... Time pass and our parents is getting older and older and so are we. We are all aging. Why, why do time pass so fast, why can't it jus slow down. War is all over the countries, fighting against each others, killing against each others. Now even the teenages also do the same. The world is getting sinful. The world is getting more and more worse. Why does all this happened? Can anyone tel me?

Friends u have a lot but is jus that u dun noe how to choose friends wisely. If one day u realise that one of ur friend betrayed u, what will u do and how will u face it? Lols. question mark rite? Sigh... Actually is quite easy, is either u ignored or friend no more. lols. Say easy den done. Till now i still wondering. Hohoho. Well... Getting happier is also say easy den done. lols. Hey readers, dun tel me that u ppl are reali happy lor. Dun deceive yourself ok? lols.

2008-07-04T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hi Guys, Firstly, THANKS for being such wonderful colleagues. CSR is supposed to be dull, boring, routine job and it really didnt help when we have to attend to those from technicians from WIPRO eg SURESH. NOEL, DONALD, RAJESH, ANIL just to name a few,( i still have problem understanding their "BLOODY" accent after 3 long months). But you guys never fail to brighten my day in a way of your own. SO a million thanks for making my stay at SunMicrosystems so interesting and fulfilling. For Malcolm, G'day Mate! Thanks for being sucha a joker, u are certainly one of the most hilarious guys around. Your uncanny ability to link everything to sex is totally awesome. LOL. Thanks for the singing and your trademark: "OHh Dear Ohh Dear ohH DearRRrrR" you never fail to liven up the atmosphere whenever you're around. Also, thanks for inviting us to your place the other time, its the 1st time i visit a colleague's house. The meal you whipped up is really really fantastic, especially the Pumpkin and the Lasagne. Please invite me over if you're holding any party.(lol) I will certainly miss you, your voice and your nonsense. Haha =) Cheers mate. Hope we can communicate better the next time i see you. LOL. P.S Haha, just wanna tell you i'm the only one in the office that's religiously squeezing your stress balls. HAHA, to date, i've already "BURST" around 5 balls. Cheers Mate, i'm under alot of stress, Ha ha Dear Chris, Firstly sorry for not attending your wedding. I've loads of commitments. Hope my small angpow have appeased you abit. Haha. Here's wishing you and your wife to live happily ever after + fairytale love + forever + loads of GOOD kids + healthy forever. Haha. Really nice knowing you, never really had a good chance to speak with you cos you're either sleeping, eating your prata, playing your game or killing the queues! hahahah. So hope to chat with you more on msn and discuss soccer together. LOL. P.S : I realised your daily sugar intake is very high ( bubble tea + more sugar in prata + milk tea + daily dose of COKE ) Try to cut down on sugar ah, now that you've a wife, you should watch over your diet more. =) Cheers, Great health to you* Loveliest Fiona, HELLO!!!! Thanks for the calls/smses to help me buy breakfast. You really saved my life on several occasions. You've been one of the sweetest colleague so far, so i'm really thankful for all you've done to make my stay so fun. You're pretty enuff, so stop putting those powder and those makeup on your face, i tink it damages your complexion. haha. Stay cheerful. Though i wont be around in the office, you can still call me on my no. and crap. I'll always be around for you ( Awwwww...) P.S You still haven treated me the $8 chicken rice, please honour your promise! =) Cheers Sweetest Victor, Thanks for all the Feedback you've given me so far. And introducing me the Horse Food. Haha. your feedbacks have transformed me into the BEST CALL AGENT in Sun Microsystems. ( * im so shameless * ) haha. Seriously, thanks for being so helpful and teaching me on numerous occasion, really appreciate it. Hope you enjoy your 25th and that you'll have a fantastic party. To: The Loner Shawn. dude, though im always bullying you, haha, im really glad to have known you. I'm sure i'll keep in contact with you. Haha. Thanks for being sucha special individual that i'll always remember. You're really a super nice guy and thanks for making my days here sooooo interesting ( * especially when i stage a plan to bully you* ) k, nonsense aside, i know you're undergoing a tough patch of your life right now, jus stay strong k? eventually everything will turn out fine. just stay very very strong and wait to see the miracles that are gonna happen k? =) Best of health to you and your family. Wishing your daddy speedy recovery k? And that your gf will eventually come back to you( it wont take her that long to realise how good you actually is) Cheers mate. PS: Please read the health article i forwarded to u 1 mth back and ensure that ur mummy adheres to it k? Cheers dude For the iGiant Krissanapong Samruamram. Sawadeekrab. Khorb Khoon! Pong Chill Hoo(EAR) Krab. Thank you so much krab! For the nice food you've introduced me with. And for all the funny moments we shared, esp that night during shawn chalet. Also, thanks for letting me taste the most esquisite "THAI" brandy, though i never really enjoyed it. LOL. Seeya in NTU in 1 year time dude. PS: Dont go Thai Disco so much la. Hahah, bad for health. LOL. LASTLY, A BIG BIG BIG BIG " THANK YOU" for all of you. I know im nagging but sincerely thanks for making my stay so memorable and fun! Cheers mate, Thank you for calling Sun Microsystems. This is Shyuan speaking, How can i Help? Callback required for case ID: 04072008 Please give the customer a callback as soon as possible regarding the case above. Name: Hoo Yuan Shyuan Contact Number: +65 9149 8125 Email Address: Kirpalhoo@gmail.com Thank you, Cheers

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Farewell Shyuan, wish u all the best, is sad to cya leaving here as u bring a lot of fun at work.
Take care!

2008-06-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl, how is everyone? lols... Yeah! Today and 2molo off. Wee~ Having nth to do so am here to update my blog. Yesterday, meet Adrian after work in e-hub to buy cake frm prime dehil to celebrate my bro 16th birthday. Yo! My bro is turning 16. Happy Birthday Alex. After cutting cake, me and Adrian headed to e-hub again for K-box. lols. As usual, Karaoke till 3am in the morning den back to blk 444 there to hav our morning breakfast carrot cake. After eating, back home to sleep. Haha... Jus cut my hair and ya i feel so relieve now as my hair is cut.

Well... Nothing much. cya ppl.

2008-06-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

Today start work frm 10 to 1900. After work, hop on to the bus tat being provided by e company to Safar Tampinese for our bowling session. At first i was kinda afraid of losing cos my colleague giving me so much pressure. Keep saying that the other colleague of mine wan the 20 bucks voucher to buy rice. lols.. I was under lot of pressure. Reach there and e bowling competition start after our dinner.

At first i am so stress that i couldn't concerntrate due to the pressure tat my colleague have given me. So my first start of bowling flunk. lols.. My colleague encourage me and the second time i manage to score. Later on, more and more beta den before. In order for that 20 bucks voucher, i go all the way. In the end, my score is 60 and total team score is 370. Of cos, we are the winner. lols. Yea! been so happy later on. After bowling heading home, but my previous colleague which is my friends ask me to join them for happy hour at east coast till midnite. Damn, i was so tired and 2molo i am working morning. I miss the fun in the end. Oh... Sad. But anyway, i do enjoy my day today. Thanks to everyone for this.

Well... Time pass reali fast when u are feeling high and happy and time pass so slow when u are feeling low or sad or even bored. lols. So damn it. Anyway, overall for today is good. Haha...
Alrite, gonna end here. Nite blogger, nite friends.

2008-06-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

Sometime, i feel being played by her. She always confuse me. I love her and why can she say how she feel straight instead of dragging and dragging. She's so childish! Can't she jus grow up and face the world. The answer she give is like skipping here and there. She is jus telling lies. If she love me jus say it. Dun have to say so many things.

I love her and yes i dun expect her to change but i myself will change. Am i bad in this way? No rite? But why does she keep saying is my fault. Sigh..

No mood to write le.

2008-06-23T16:24:00.002+08:00

Been so sad and emo recently. I still can't get over her till now. I love her and i need her, tis is all i noe. I have been hoping so hard for her to return. I reali get use to her in my life, now life without her is so hard to live. I can onli see black and white, i can't see beautiful colours ard me. Why, why have i lose the sense of colours in life.

Sometimes, i been wondering. Does she noe how i am feeling now, does she noe wat i am doing now, does she reali care abt me and etc. I am afraid, afraid tat she will totally forget abt me when time pass. I am afraid, afraid tat she will go with another guy. I am jealous cos i love her. 3 years of relationship, why must it be this way now? Isn't there to be cure? No, pls. I love her. I hope tat she will come back to me. I am always hoping for tat to happened.

Wo ai ni, bu yao zhou hao mah? I reali need u. I am reali in love with u. Oh. Sigh...

2008-06-20T00:43:00.002+08:00

Is been 3 weeks alrd but i still can't get over her. I noe tat she still love me and tat goes to me as well. But why loving ppl can't get tog and complete their life with the one they reali love. Why? Why is tat so. Can anyone tel me? I am so upset tis few weeks. Been sleeping late recently and here i am now doing nite shift at work. I am so sad. Seriously sad. We have been thru a lot of hardship tog during our 3 yrs tog and ya this is wat we ended up. Sigh. Dun feel like blogging le. Good nite blogger.

2008-06-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

Well... After 2 yrs plus of relationship. Going to 3 years, is going to end on this date itself i suppose! It pain me to see all this and it pain me for you to leave me at this time. This is where the moment that i need you but things seem to come and go like it never happen. Things keep coming on and on whereby i can't really clear my mind for one thing. Time change and people around also change. This world is becoming more and more sinful. Oh.. Why is that happening that change me to another person for sure. I dun wanna bother about anyone and anything. I am FEELING tired. Sigh... If life were to be that black and white. Life is going to be quite meaningless.

Here is a song that can describe me best now. 吴克群越爱越难过
说说你为什麼为什麼要走说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱求你说出口分手的理由
但你却拖拖拖拖到什麼时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多麼痛多麼的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没的作为了什麼
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来作

This is a veri nice song. Dun u think so?

Random: Emo-ing. and pissed.

2008-06-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

This few days i am feeling quite emo. I onli noe tat last mth is a veri unlucky mth. Firstly, my dad got into hospital due to stroke and he needs to operate his brain as doctor discovered blood clot in his brain. Secondly, I keep on falling sick n i spend abt 200 bucks for tat particular mth jus for seeing doctor. Thirty, Somehow so call my "best friend" (female) saying my bad things all over. Fourly, my galfriend n her family problem.

I feel tat my heart is bleeding, cos someone used a knife to stabbed me thru my heart. It pain n yet it bleed. It continue bleeding, bleeding till my heart hurt like no other ppl business. I feel like ending it. But during that moment, i sat in a quiet place and go out for a drink with my real god bro somewhere in the park. Each of us hav our own prob to solve, but mine is worst den him for sure. We sat over at the beach n share with each others our problem. Indeed, we are both veri emo. He realise that after tat incident of my dad, i became mature a lot. Well... We are not scare of die, but is it worth to die over such matters. We hav been thinking thru. Dun hav to waste our life jus becos of a word "sad". lols. Yes! I do feel like dying as i noe my life isn't precious like others. I noe i am suffering, same goes to my friends who noe me well.

No point. Die is the onli solution tat childish ppl will tot of. Life is full of ups and down. Being a human is reali tiring. Esp when u reach the age of 21 and above. Ur stress starting to come on and on. Is veri hard for u to get rid of it. Well.. Back to the topic! We sat at the beach n chit chat for abt 4 hours. Reach home ard 5am in the morning, den get back to sleep ard 530am. Being wake up by a call frm the hospital informing us the status of my dad condition. Same, i promise gan didi Adrian to go sing karaoke early ard 11am. He came to my room n wanted to head back to sleep as we are reali tired hanging out till morning. But unfortunately, he's being wake up by a call as well. Headed to Downtown E-Hub for karaoke but the stupid k-box wasn't open yet. We went to knock the door n look for ppl ard. They say it will be open at 2pm. Well. Feel kinda pissed as online stated that it will be open after 11am. Wtf right?

Pool time yea! Played till 2pm den headed towards k-box, and ya, k-box here i come. Keep singing non stop, choosing those emo songs. All emo songs, there's no other songs we sing accept emo songs by Jay and others. After k-box, meet up with cheong n pool again. Enjoy all we can to forget those unhappy moment.

Tue nite, jianing uncle keep calling me non stop informing me to call jn and ask her to go to bed. I tried calling her bt her sis pick up n ask me not to disturb. Well. Her uncle call again and i inform her uncle tat i hav alrd call n her sis answer n ask me not to disturb, den her uncle ask me to call again n tok to her personally. This time i can't get thru so msg her lor. Later put my phone in slient mood n ya, her uncle call again without my notice and he missed call me 3 times leaving a bad words inside my voicemail. Wow. Jn mum is a so call leature leh n yet her bro is like so uneducated.

Damn it! I feeling damn stress alrd n yet stress keep coming on and on. Can't reali concerntrate much at work as i am feeling damn emo and stressful. Tried to contact jn this few days and she seem not to care. Lee Hoon call and ask her wat happened. All she say is she is being possessed and they invite a monk back to help her. I couldn't believe why is this happening. Well... Lee Hoon also tel me tat she say something selfish tat concern onli for herself instead of me. Sigh... I knew it all time while. Hoon say she understand me more den my galfriend n ya tat's true.

From wat i noe, her family impression to me is a liar, selfish and rude ppl. Call themselve well educated. Oh pls, stop those crap. Going ard saying ppl parents nv teach their child properly but did u urself teach ur 2 daughters manners. Lols. Bullshit! I tired to call her today seeing wat happened and ya, her mum pick up n scolded me. She say i keep calling and disturb her daughter n say tat she's becos of visiting my dad in hospital give her a frighted. She also say tat she alrd inform jn uncle's to actually call me n tel me tat she's is not feeling well n dun contact her at the moment. Well. I din noe as her uncle din even tel me! All her uncle say was, pls call her. Tat's all! Her mum deny and said tat jn uncle's did inform me. I argue over wif her on the phone n swear, den she say "u win, take it tat he nv say". wtf! He reali nv say wat, wat u wan me to do. U ppl are too much. Blame until my dad. Hello! There's nth to do wif my dad k? And if u think tat by going hospital will frighted ur daughter, den "touchwood" tat if in the future anything happened to u ppl den dun let her go lor ok. Simple? Nonsense! Blame dun blame until like tat ok? Not happy with me den say, there's nth against my family. So dun ever drag them down for no reason. Assholes! Her mum jus hang up my phone like tis. So rude! U noe u at fault den say, i alrd quite over there and let u say all u like but in the end so sorry, i can't stand it anymore as it's not entirely my fault! Full of crap. Sigh.. I think after tis arguement with her mum, i dun noe whether i still can be with her or not. I love her and i reali dun wish to lose her if possible cos she alrd hurt me so much n yet i nv let go of her, and ya, tat prove my love for her ok? Sigh. My heart is reali bleeding as i hav been hurt and stabbed so many times with a knife in my heart. I am losing my blood cos of my heart.

-I am feeling moody and emo, no one noe how i feel now as my heart is bleeding-

Random: Emo-ing!

(I am feeling so lose suddenly with no one by my side) *-*-*-*~Sadness in Loner Shawn heart which fill with all the tiny holes tat bleed randomly~*-*-*_-*

Feeling: Damn pissed! )=

2008-05-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

Sorry blogger, din touch u for quite sometime. Been so busy recently tat i dun even have time to breath for myself. My dad jus had a fall frm the toliet abt 1 week ago. Been send to hospital and doctor say he has stroke and also he need to operate his brain to take out the blood clot. I was kinda lose tat time due to first time experience. No choice, mum ask me to make the decision as i am the eldest son in the family while she is crying at a side.

Well... Great tat after operation my dad seem to be fine but precaution is still beta den cure. Doctor have been following up his scan for my dad on his brain and hopefully everything is fine. Ya! He is currently in a normal ward. Doctor say if the scan on his brain show improvement and he will be transferring him to level 2 for therapy as well as to teach the maid for the necessary things to be done once he is home. Sigh... We have no choice if we dun hired a maid for him. Mum is sick so due to her condition, she can't take care of him all by herself. So, she need a maid to assist her. At the same time, me and mum need to work. My poor dad being lying in the hospital due to stroke n operation. It gonna take quite sometime for him to recovered. For ppl who noe my dad, u should noe tat he's tat kind of active person and now u wan him to lye on the bed and wait for ppl to assist him? Sigh... Imagine his feeling. I can feel it, is reali pain. But wat to do, things alrd happen. All he needs now is our support to make him realise tat we din give up on him. I noe my dad can do it and i can sense tat he alrd feel our support towards him. He has the preserved. Jia you daddy!!!.

Ya. Recently something happen to my best friend dad as well. Same thing occur. Now his dad is in Malaysia hospital. He was there becos he was in Malaysia before the things happened. My friend received a call in the middle of the nite and learn abt his dad incident. So he went to told his 2 bro's abt it. Well... Next morning his younger bro rush down to Malaysia and wanted to transferred his dad back to Singapore Hospital but unforunately doctor say he have to be operated before 24 hours. So, they have no choice but to let their dad operate in Malaysia. Well. I did call him and ask him to keep me informed. He himself ask me tat too. Luckly his dad is fine and were waiting for him to wake up. Pray to god, hopefully our dad is fine.

Alrite, i gonna end here. At work now!

Mood: Random

2008-05-04T11:13:00.002+08:00

Hey, good day blogger! Again, this is my second time blogging at work. Hehe. Today not much calls and hopefully it remain like this for the rest of the day ya. Well.. 2molo is Australia holidays and i dun reali expect much calls today. Yea! Forgot to blog something yesterday. Went to watch iron man at E!hub cinema. The new and nice cinema tat open jus a few weeks ago. Wow. Iron man, a veri veri nice show i can say. I admire the main character inside the show. yes, his name is Tony Stark! He's the one who create bombs and etc in US. He is veri rich. One day, when he went out to advertise his new product in some places and he get caught by those bandits. They lock him in a room and wan him to design his own product for them to use it. He rejected and was tortured by those bandits. Soon after, he and another guy who have been locked there for quite sometime decide to stick to a plan to get out of that place. So, he design a iron man without knowing by those bandits. Soon after they tried to escape but unfortunately, the guy who plan with him died in the end. He manage to get out of that place and burn all the products tat he create on the spot of that place.

Wanna noe why in the end he created a real and powerful iron man? Lols. For this, i won't tel u. Pls watch it yourself. If i tel u everything den there's nth interesting anymore. Hear my advice. Indeed a veri nice show. Iron man. Yes! The truth is, Tony Stark is the iron man. The hero of the world. And ya, he's a veri clever chap i can say! (=

2008-05-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

I have a question, i have been wondering this question for quite sometime. I do get confuse over this stuff sometime and ya, tat's stressful.
As i mention above. Wat the hack am i wondering abt and ya, i can tel u. Is all becos of a word "FRIENDS".
Well... I jus dun understand wat's the meaning of friends? It sound simple but is hard to understand at times. Right. Frankly speaking, i do have a few good friends and ya, i noe. i noe that's enough. But how abt friends? I am wondering, Isn't i a great friend to be with? Is there something wrong with me? Or is my face tat dislike everyone of u? Lols. I dun understand at all.
Friends! As i mention the word "friends", Of cos is friends who i can chill with as well as be with. Feel happy having friends but sometime do feel sad having friends as well. Am i confusing u ppl? Yes, i think i am. Lols. Me myself also feel confused! U noe when i treat ppl as a friend but ppl treat me as a dirt. Understood? When they need me, they will come to me but when they dun need me, they can be totally ignorance! Why? Why is it so? Why the world is so realistic? Lols...
Some friends are like that, some even more funny. Becos of my galfriend and did tat to me. Wow. Is tat worth? Is a friendship reali that fragile? Well, i dun noe seriously. Maybe different ppl have different view of thinking. Well, I dun blame them for doing this, cos is they own personality. I can say judge anything at all. Lols. No one is perfect! A veri good verse to used it on each and everyone of us. I am not perfect, u are not perfect, they are also not perfect. So, ya. Dun judge a ppl tat fast. See thru them and u will noe wat kind of person he/she is.
Fortunately, i learn my mistake and i won't feel so down jus becos of this small little affection. I will still contact them even if they dun. I will still contact them even if they dun need me. Cos i noe, i myself couldn't leave without a word call "friends". I treasure my friends, waste so much money to organise a chalet, for wat? Simple! Jus becos of a word friends! Doesn't matter if they are bad or good. Cos the truth is, they are my friends.

2008-04-26T15:40:00.003+08:00

what the hell! Ppl off while i am in this bloody office working. I jus report for work 1 hour ago. Yea! Today my shift started at 2pm and end at 11pm at nite! Seriously, NO LIFE!!! Frankly speaking, i dun reali like to work on shift rotation, but becos of that 200 bucks extra! I force myself to do something tat i dun reali like! I find myself silly, seriously silly. desperate for money until like this! Well.. What to do? i am poor, indeed poor! i am neither rich non average! I need to support myself to studies, i can't be like ppl out there who can actually enjoy their life without any worries of money! Yea! Money, all becos of money tat makes ppl do some shameful things on themselves, betrayed themselves and etc. Can we jus say no to money! No, of cos not. Money is important, we can die without it but we won't die if we have it. Wat the hell. left me and eleanor in office only. i reali envy the rest who really dun have to work on sat and sun. It's really a sad things for that.

Hey, frankly speaking. I dun have that mentality when i was working in airport that time. I feel great working on sat and sun. Well. Maybe is becos there have a lot of ppl working during weekends and u won't feel that u are left alone there working. All equal. That's good and i like it! I seriously can't get used to the environment here. I feel so lost and i feel so alone. I mean at least be equal although call is not that much like weekdays. At least station 2 person in the office so that we can help each other left and right. Sigh... I will be left alone after 1830 as eleanor is leaving home. So sad. Weekends blue! )= Ppl enjoying while i am working. I work jus becos of the 200 bucks! I heard that the 200 bucks will only be given if u are working night shift often on that particular mth only. Sigh... If that's the case, den it is really not worth for that. Well... We shall see by den! (= Anyway, i am gonna to be very emo soon!

2008-04-24T12:59:00.003+08:00

I am useless! Thanks, please use the word on me, i am most appreciate. My friend, who noe me for 3 yrs. Have been keep comparing herself with me, i feel so useless in present. Low moral, veri low. Ever think of committing suicide after so many things. But is it worth, is it worth to do that after i have been thru so many rounds of hardwork? Life's been tough for me and yet she still do that to me. I feel so low.

My galfriend, she also. She also another one, all she do is complaints! Keep telling ppl ard how bad am i and not her. I feel ditched, i mean the feeling of that. I dun noe why, different ppl have their own family background, but why am i so unlucky, unlucky till ppl keep saying me, looking down on me and even comparing with me? I feel so hurt seriously, i dun dare to speak up cos i noe i am useless at this moment of time but i have my own limit. i can't take it anymore and if this going to continue, i will giv up in everything. As wat i say, my life is so fragile, i can feel the break of my heart, my body. I may jus vanish or disappear one day without knowing.
I love my mum, look at the way she is, i suddenly feel the pityness of her. She have been working hard, working real hard to support us, give us a warm home, provide us food, let us study. But, wat did we do in the end? We flunk the whole exam. Wth, should we do tat? No, we shouldn't. Bt, everything is too late, we flunk it in jus a second. I regretted, i regretted to flunk my exam, i really wan ppl, ppl out there to giv me their support, let me get back to sch and giv myself one last chance to prove myself, to let my parents noe, noe tat actually they din waste their hardwork on me.
Seriously, i feel so upset abt my grandma death. I haven't get over it until now. I promised her, promise her to take care of my parents. I won't break my promise against her. I can die, i can't afford to be fragile. I need to be strong, I need to take care of my parents. I need to workhard. I believe, i am once rich. Bt so wat. Is all in the past! My dad business failed and we expected it to be like this. He's a big spender, spend his money on friends and in the end wat he get? Nth in returns. Frm a marc to a normal car, frm a normal car to nth. Bt u have to noe, if we have the capital or ability, we won't wan to be a useless person as well. I have no choice, i realliy have no choice bt to choose tat path, tat path tat ppl look down on, tat path tat i hav to work, to work to support myself for studies. Who dun wan to study? everyone wan, i believe. I have to take it step by step. Not all family share the same background. we can't compare seriously.
I seriously dun noe why, dun noe why ppl wan to compare. I am alrd so useless, stop compare youself with me. If u wan to do tat, wait! Wait for me to be power. When i have the capital, den u come and compare. Bt, i won't lose to u either. Wat u can do, i can as well cos we are all HUMAN beings!!! Understand world. Am i right to say tat? Am i in the wrong?
I feel so miserable living tat kind of life. Tat kind of life where ppl look down, where ppl think i am useless. Bt wat to do? I can't blame my parents cos they once giv me a rich background and i can't blame them. Business failed, who dun come across this. U think they happy doing tat? I can tel u, till now my dad still can't get over this! He spend so much hardship on the business and it failed jus like this! U think he wan? i dun think so! Dun be so navie, learn to think, grow up, stop comparing. Thank You! End here!

2008-04-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

Hey, wth.. This mth schdule sux! Everyone in the office is unhappy with the schdule for this mth. The planner who plan this is really not up to standard! Well, i tried to tok to my supervisor regarding abt this issue, noe wat! He totally ignored. Wth rite? I mean i feel so cheated by my agent, cos wat she tel me is totally different frm wat i noe. Well, i can work in that enviroment for long as well. Ppl there are good, but there's always one who make ppl pissed off! I mean i totally dun understand, i reali dun understand why he wanted to do tat. He backstabbed us infront of our supervisor and claim credit later on. One thing i dun understand, why my supervisior id listening to wat he say. Do u think he curse a spell on him??? Lols. so funny alrite.

Anway, i dun wish to tok abt unhappy things. Well, let's tok something abt today. Went out with celine and catch a movie called hottie and nottie. Noe wat, tat show is so lame bt funny. Haha. Is something abt an ugly gal who turn pretty in the end, and one guys beside him tot tat the 1 he likes is her friend. Well, in the end she's the one tat the guy likes. lols. After movie we saw tiffany and the rest. Wat a coincident. Haha. Headed for dinner after tat n went to far east mall with the gals. After tat me and celine walk to plaza singapura when the rest go for their movie.

Ok, end here. (= Yeppie! Casino and hotel management, here i come!!!

2008-04-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hi all, good day to everyone once again. I finally posted all the photo's at one go tat i have promised to uploaded but failed to upload in the end. Hehe. (=

Cheers!

2008-04-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

Good day everyone! I am finally free to update my blog. Well... A busy day for me today i assume. Meet my galfriend for shopping during mid afternoon. After tat meet up with my part time colleagues at tampines mall for movie. I suppose to meet up with a few of my airport friends tat live near my house for bbq after movie, but who knows tat they actually stood me up again. This is the second time tat they stood me up. I am kinda upset. Perhaps, i won't go for their next outing anymore!

We went to watch the forbidden kingdom. At first, we tot tat it will be a interesting movie for us as it is shoot by jet lee and jackey chan. Well. Who noes it came out to be a lame show. The show is reali lame as in there's no story line behind. it was jus like a dream tat ppl always dream, it was jus like a kids show tat i hav seen during my childhood days. is indeed lame we can say. Me and my friends was like so pissed off after the movie and was asking ard who is the one who suggested this show! Lols.. In the end, who they blame? Of cos is the guy tat stood us off after saying i mostly likely will go. Well.. Think he most likely going to get it from us on mon. Haha... Long, pls be prepared for tat. (:
It's been so long since i went for a movie with so many friends. I remb my last outing/movie with all my friends were during the schooling time. Nothing gonna compare for all this. I reali miss my schooling days. How i wish i was in poly now. But well, everything seem to be too late. Blame it on myself who onli noe how to play during schooling days. Is my biggest mistake i ever had.
Going to enrolled for studies soon. Hopefully i can work hard on it and mend myself frm being such a playful boy during childhood time.

~Is time for me to work hard as i am on my way to achieved wat i wan to be~
Cheers! (:

2008-04-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

I am damn tired, wat the hack. Have been so busy recently until i have no time to even plan for a chalet. Well... I have already booked the chalet jus yesterday. We went to quite a few chalet in Pasir Ris and ask enquiry for the price and etc. Well... In the end, we still choose to booked the chalet at costa sand resort Pasir Ris. Right! Babes and dudes, pls make urself available on the 13, 14 and 15 of June as the chalet will be conducted on that particular 3 days, and it's only specially booked for u ppl's.

I hasn't been contacting some of my friends for quite sometime as i am really busy at work. My purpose to booked this chalet is jus for a gathering with all my friends. So well. Pls kindly tried to confirm with me whether u ppl are coming or not by end of may, as i need to prepared for food. Thank You!

The location is followed as below.
Venue: Pasir Ris costa sand resort
Date: 13, 14 and 15 June
Time: own time own target

Ppl who wish to stay can also do so. But pls let me noe in advance.

I shall see you ppl's there?
Well... Special highlight, this chalet is specially open for u ppl. So, pls dun disappoint me. (:
Hopefully, can get an answer frm u ppl asap. U can either drop me a comment on my tagboard or sms me. I am sure u ppl do have my contact right? lols.
Right... I shall end here.

2008-03-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

My plan to study casino and hotel management is more or less confirmed. My parents agreed with me for this decision i make. I am kinda interested in tat course and was looking forward to get ready for the challenging. It been sometime since i last touched a book, and now is time for me to start my studies. I am so happy, am really happy. Wat i need to do now is to save loads of money for my studies as well as future.

I seem tat my future is looking great! Fresh! Finally i can hands on and touch books again. I am studying the courses with my friend as well, i do hope she can do well for tat. I will motivate myself as well as her at the same time. I promised i won't bring back a results tat stated failed instead of passed. Tis time i gonna take a passed back home in my certificate. I dun like ppl who looked down on me but i would like to thanks those ppl's who always looked down on me, show off infront of me how great u guys is. No more! seriously no more! I gonna proved, prove to u guys tat i can did beta den u. I love ppl who despired me, pour cold water on me, show off infront of me how great u guys is, cos u guys are actually motivating me! I feel so upset and yet i feel so great. Thanks to u guys and i noe u guys noe who u are.

Today, went over to cck to pray my grandma. My aunties and uncles are following us as well. We all seated inside my dad's car and headed towards cck cemetry to prayed my grandma. It been 1 yr plus since my grandma passed away and soon it gonna be 2 yrs. I miss her so much. My relationship wif her will nv fade. she's always my beloved grandma. grandma, u will always stay wif us no matter wat! I love u and i misses u so much! Thanks for taking care of me and my bro until we grown up. Yup! Today when we go and pray my grandma tat time, while me and my dad are burning joss paper tat time, a guy were toking to my grand aunty and mum. He told them tat his son is only 20 plus and passed away becos of sickness. They are sad but yet they can't do anything as tat isn't beyond their control. I find it pityful as tat guy only 20 plus, there's still a lot of things for him to explore but unfortunately, he passed away becos of sickness. Sigh... Life is short, pls treasure every moments and sec wif ur families and friends as u will nv noe wat will happened in the future!

2008-03-24T02:02:00.002+08:00

I tot tat after i leave airport, it will be a new life for me. I won't have to care so much and think so much for my friends. But still, i am wrong to actually do tat! I do tat jus to avoid them, i dun wan them to reali accuse me by saying tat i betrayed them, infact i am not betraying them. But why can't they jus understand? I dun wan to carry on saying as it will make me feel like i am a devil! A real devil to them.

2008-03-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

I hate ppl who despired me, dun think i am nothing when u haven't reali see everything abt me. I may or may not be useless bt u will nv noe. In tis world, there's onli a thing call "money", if u have no money, nth u can tok. Same like wat i am now! Yes, i can be earning much bt tat doesn't mean i have tat loads of money to studies. I am jus like everyone of u who onli earn not much income, my salary maybe higher bt ppl, u have to noe something, i am a guy and i should have earn more a bit. Bt i can say tat i still loss out to ppl tat's holding a degree or master cert!

Well... I will continue my studies ard end of the year or early next year, i need to save money for tat. I am not tat rich. Jus a diploma can cost abt few thousands dollars, is reali expensive to study nowadays, bt think for our own future, i think it's reali worth to spend tat amount of sum jus for our future good. Anyway, good luck to all my friends who is working or studying. Take great care of urself. (:

2008-03-16T02:26:00.002+08:00

Ok, how should i start my story today? Well... Tis week is my first week of work in my new company, can say is quite bored cos mon onli me alone reporting for work, somemore all the ppl there i dun noe and was wondering whether they are nice to be with or not. Now i can say yes, it is nice to be friend wif them. Yea! My supervisor is nice to be wif as well and he came frm new zealand. (:

Tue will be a different day for me. I noe more friends and there are another 2 new ppl who join me, they are frm poly graduate and was waiting for national service somemore both of them are going to commando's unit. Cool rite? Haha... Today and 2molo off. Went out wif darling tis afternoon, we went over to funan it mall as i wan to redeem my laptop over there. I got tat laptop when i sign up for starhub cable max online. I pay $299 for the laptop. Well... Quite nice to use bt i still haven't get use to it yet. Alrite, think I gonna end here. Take Care!

2008-03-10T23:50:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, went to my cousin house tog wif my parents and bro cos of my niece 1 year old birthday party. My cousin house look so grant where they decorate all the buffet downstair their house. Is totally like wat i have seen in television show, where by outside their house got swimming pool and buffet was jus being place there for ppl to come and enjoy and etc. Look more like a show den reality. (:

Anyway, u noe wat reali surprise me? I saw chuan yi fong and her husband hong rong and daughter. Her daughter went upstairs to get herself change for swimming, den i realise tat her she's here. Omg! My cousin actually knows them and invited them over thru mobile to come for my niece birthday party. Tat's great and grant, dun u think so? Well... Actually, i wanted to approached her but was afraid. lol... In the end, before we went home, we did say bye to her and she did reply as well. Haha... Nth much actually, she's not reali tat bad ya. (:

2008-03-08T00:05:00.008+08:00

Here come my midnite post again! Tis is my second post for today, i posted one in the evening and now another post in the middle of the nite. Hehe... Yea! The photo's tat we took during our outing yesterday nite wif gies is out. I have alrd uploaded the pic above. Anyway, been busy recently and finally i am free to do all my necessary things ya!

As i haf mention in my earlier blog jus now tat i am going out to meet my galfriend after bath. Yea! I met her jus now at dohby ghaut ya! We went over to mos burger for our dinner and later went to find a icy resturant by the name of ice monster! Is being advertise on the tv. Me and her went over to Plaza Singapura and search for it until we found it. It's located at basement 2 and is somewhere near the corner. A lot of ppl have been queneing out jus for the sake of mango ice or mango durian ice. We went over there and quene abt 15 mins before we get to sit down and order, we order mango and durian ice. Hoo... It taste reali nice and the mango and durian is so fresh! Frm wat i noe, tis ice monster main stall is located at taiwan and it's so call known as a famous icy stall over there. (:

Went to shop after having our mango and durian ice, i came to walk pass a shop by the name of "Base", and i saw something which is sales! I aim a long sleeve shirt long ago and finally i bought it wif onli $29 insread of $49, it's orginal price is actually $49 but becos of sales they sell it at the price of $29. Cheap rite? So wat are u guys waiting for? Action now!

Anyway, i love S&K, IP Zone as well as Base. Their clothes, jacket and shoes is reali style. (:

Ok, enough of my story. Is time for u guys to view some photo's above!

2008-03-07T16:19:00.002+08:00

I jus change a new blogskin, finally i am free to change one. Pls comment me by tagging my tagboard k? I wanna noe how much u guys like abt my blogskin.
Anyway, meet up wif Celine yesterday before she off for work. I meet her at bugis cos we wan to go to boston business sch to ask abt the casino n hotel management course. Hmm... Total course cost abt $5000++. Expensive rite? Do u think is worth studying tat course? Well... Reali confuse, still considering.

Went to airport wif Celine after tat, cos i need to go over to korean airline to endorse my ticket. My god. It can't be endorse. No choice, bring back to admin and pass it back to kwee Luan. She tot i will run away with her ticket cos a lot of ppl do tat during their last day. Bt i say to her, i am not tat kind of irresponsible ppl, i will do everything nicely and hang over before i go. (:

Ok! I think i gonna stop here and bath, meeting dear later.

2008-03-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today can consider my last day in the airport, I gonna miss my friends this time. Sometime u dun reali treasure the things and ppl beside u until the day u are leaving. Now come to think of it, i reali resigned in a harse way! I should have cool down and think first before i tender my resignation letter. I gonna miss my friends a lot this time. I reali have some feeling for the company now. Memories tdo keep with us forever. I can't imagine how my new company and colleagues going to be like. Will there be somehow like my current job, where there's joy and good friends to share and eat with? I was still wondering. I reali do miss my friends a lot. I feel veri sad leaving airport.

Time pass veri fast, it was jus like a dream. I remember i was still studying in secondary school few years back and now i am alrd working and finish serving my national service as well.

Time reali pass veri fast. I am now leaving airport. Come to think of it, i have alrd work in the airport for 1 year. Sigh... I gonna miss airport transit area as well as my friends. I miss u guys. To me, u guys will nv be forgotten. I do hope tat after i leave the airport, u guys will still be contacting me and ask me out for a cup of coffee. I miss u guys. Esp my most beloved friends. Celine, Dannyshan, Ki Soon, Cui Ping, Nic, Alpha, Tiffany, Patrica Yoong and Toh, Kenny, Queenie, Anita, Joyce, Natra, Haley, Mel, Lee Kho, Ann and Rita Lim. U guys are nv to be forgotten. But of cos, those who i have nv mention will always kept in my heart forever cos is too long for me to list everybody out. Love u guys! Take Care! Good luck to everyone of my friends in airport.

2008-03-03T03:13:00.005+08:00

Today, i slept until 1pm. Wake up, wash up den go out. Meet Jianing and Lee Hoon at 3pm in bishan. Chris call me in a later time and tel me tat he's joining us for party world. Meet up wif them at ard 1515, cos tat idiot bus 53 take so long to come! I waited for abt half an hour alrd den the bus came. Sigh... Well... After going to party world, after all i still prefer k box. U noe why? It's becos, party world dun haf tat much songs for us to choose. I go there jus becos i am curious abt the system over there and also to grant my friend wish.

We meet up wif xiao xia after singing, tis time her boyfriend wasn't coming wif her as he haf something on. Anyway, i find good going out wif her boyfriend, her boyfriend is somehow mature, and is also good to mix more wif mature ppl. Ok!
At first we went over to cystal jade for dinner bt it's quite a long Q over there, in tat case, i went over to ask the lady for table and she go n serve other ppl instead of me! Do u noe something, i was there before the others and she should serve me first! Somemore, i call her n she ignored me. I was so damn angry n drag the others and went off! I say it infront of everyone how lousy is their attitude! No wonder my friends say to me tat bishan crystal jade staff are kinda attitude sometime. I reali couldn't believe until i experience it myself. Next time beta dun go to bishan j8 crystal jade for dinner!

2008-02-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hey, babes and dudes! I finally get to leave tis company and somehow i feel so relaxing.
Do you guys noe something? Actually, i a bit regerted to leave tis company becos somehow i alrd adopted to tis enviroment for a year. Bt sad to say, tis company reali make me feel so sick and tired of it! Well... Is not partly our fault to leave as tis concern a lot for the management. How can we stay if the management is still operating the same ways as before! Hello, u haf to noe something. Now see, nowadays airport is different as before cos there's another terminal tat haf jus opened. U should actually noe tat if there's tis third terminal coming up, u guys should at least do something to motivate ur staff instead of toturing them. We are all human beings and we need to rest as well! Now, did u get the pic of it?

Anyway, i am tired of critising tis company anymore and i may jus end it here as tis is no longer my concern anymore! Jus my luck to haf join tis company. I hate it to core. Next time my visit to the airport is jus to visit my friends and not visiting the company! Nonsense!

Sometime i feel tat leaving the airport may be a good things for me as i no longer bother wat ppl say or anything. I somehow feel so sad when my friend approched me and say something to me. I jus feel tat i as a friend are helping u and yet u can't get the pic of it. I somehow feel pissed off u see. Do u understand in the first place tat why should i wanted to help u instead of without hearing wat i wanna say and u jus shoot me a word. Hey, i noe u do treat me as a friend bt u shouldn't haf say those words. I jus wanna help u before i go! Sigh... Freaking tired. I am reali freaking tired. I somehow feel tat i am being used by them onli! When u guys dun haf friend and u will jus come and look for me, other den tat, not at all! Feel so sad lar! Well... Maybe i am sensitive bt somehow u guys action make it real! Bt there's still some friends tat i think is worth thinking of. I miss u guys as memories will not jus pass by my life.
I am reali happy tat i get to noe friends frm different countries as i am reali curious of knowing them. Thanks to u guys tat make me feel so special. (:

2008-02-21T00:49:00.002+08:00

Sorry! I noe i haf not been updating my blog recently. I am veri busy! Anyway, today is queenie birthday! Meet up wif her, Anita, Joyce, Pei Yun, Helen (new taiwanese friend) and peggy (new taiwanese friend). We went over to japanese resturant at tampines to celebrate Queenie and Peggy birthday! For my info, Peggy was known as a veri pretty lady in our working place. I saw her real person today. Well... She's quite pretty to me onli and not like wat others haf say! Anyway, different ppl haf different point of view. Took quite a lot of pic but will onli be post later k? I am so tired today!

For ur info, i am feel so release! I am finally found myself a new job. I am going to work wif yamaha at plaza singapura. They offered me beta salary. Finally i can say bye to tis job. I hate it to the core ok! Anyway, i will confirm again whether i am reali into tis job or not. Haf to tender my resignation later first. (:

To be continued...

2008-02-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Oh. Dear, i am such a pathetic fellow. I couldn't get to sleep till now, and it's alrd midnite! God! Wat the hell is happening. When it comes to work i will feel tat way. Pls! I am working 630am 2molo morning, pls pray tat i am able to sleep later.! I reali feel so pethetic for myself. Cause till now, i am still unable to sleep.

My current company is really pethetic lar. My balleted leave is not being approved even though i apply 1 mth in advance. Oh pls! I really need it ok! Dun tel me u rather approved a malay and not me. I will be very upset alrite. Anw, she's alrd on leave. Wat i can do now is to apply for another adhoc leave. I am waiting and praying tat they will approved my leave tis time. I dun really bother much abt double pay, tis is not my real target! I also dun hope for high salary. Well. Look at me, i am getting a salary higher den a diploma holder but my job scope is somehow like shit! I really can't stay long here n i am craving for jobs desperately.

Today, i have send a dozen of resumes out to different company and are waiting and hoping for an answer. Hopefully, they will granted me for an interviews and hired me after considering. I am really desperate for jobs right at tis moment of critical time. Oh pls. I really couldn't wait to leave. I am really upset. They are also bias towards Singaporean i think. Well. Maybe i jus think too much. I shall see wat i can do in the meanwhile. Sigh... Wat a bad experience.

2008-01-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hi all, i am back to blog again! Miss me not??? I am sure u are! (: -Thick skin- lol... Anw, happy mouse year to everyone in advance! Well... It gonna be cny in a few days time. Let's countdown babes and dudes! (: I wan angbao everybody! Pls prepared automatically! Haha...

Yup! Jus bought myself a book shelf for today as i reali need to tidy up for my table. It been a messed! Sigh... Tis time is a time tat all our chinese races will be busy tidying their house and hanging those happiness decorations everywhere of their house. Is a reali big occasion for us as it's our new yr. Happy to those kids as they can enjoy receiving ang bao's jus like me! (: -Thick skin again- Oh... Happy to say, i am on leave till wed as i will be busy at home tidying up my house! Sad to say, i might need to work during cny as my leave haven't approved yet! ):

My god! I am reali busy. I haf been busy preparing for cny for the past 2 days non stop 0k! Oh... Headache! Wondering how many ang bao's i gonna received tis yr! (: hehe... Beware of me cos i may bites! Haha... Anw, i gonna end here! I gonna be sad! -sob sob- sad case! Oh my god! Headache headache!

2008-01-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl! Do ever flood my tagboard if u are here for a view! Jus wanna do a small survey on u guys. Hehe...

Oh... T3 is open for view now! I am so sorry tat i jus started intro t3 to everyone here ya! T3 is reali big bt the food there is reali expensive. Let me tel u, everything there make u feel so high class ya! Yea! If u ever travel, is a must for u to go into t3 transit area and take a look. Is reali beautiful k? Rated by me 5 stars! Hehe...

T2 is no longer as popular like it use to be. Bt t3 is becoming more and more popular. Fyi, if u wanna go to airport for a tour! Pls try to avoid going during weekends! It's becos during weekends u reali haf no places to eat! It was reali pack! Pls try to go during weekdays as it's always beta den weekends! Seriously, everybody must take a look at t3 or u will regert! (:
Is tis a promoting for t3?
Nono. Of cos not! Haha...
Have taken some pic of t3 for u guys to see bt i am lazy to upload it toaday! Maybe some other time ya! (:

Hey, i haf to go! cya guys! Shawn tour ard Singapore will jus stopped for today!

To be continue... ;p

2008-01-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

Sad sad! I am reali sad. I am being thrown inside the transfer desk where ppl dun wan to go without any selection! (In a good verse mean being transfer in). Bloody shit! I am suffering inside ok! Inside ppl is good, they are helpful den wat i haf thought. Bt the onli thing is, passengers inside are giving u hell! Well... Maybe i am still new there and i always thought passengers inside are more demanding! Bt to those who haf been inside the transfer desk for years! They will find it is beta inside! Bt to me, is like hell!

First day of solo in transfer desk. I find it veri stressful. I can't handle things properly! I still haf a lot to learn. Inside i am jus a new staff bt outside i am consider old bird! Omg! first day of solo is at the most shit transfer desk! Is reali shit alrite! I haf been so stress over there. Almost all passengers are troublemaker! I am so so stress inside! Sigh... Is being hell for me inside. If possible, i wanna be transfer out of tat place. So upset over there!

Our company is like tat. If u dun do anything worng, they won't haf bother u! Bt if something happened. They gonna questions u a lot of things. Tat's reali the stress part! Terminal 3 is open for operation now. Quite a num of flight haf alrd been shifted there. Well... Everyone tot it may mess out everything during the frist day of operation. Bt everything seem to do well. Goodness! Terminal 3 is open and is reali bad for us. We haf to run here run there for flights. Reali pity those staff doing arrival and departure onli! They gonna make themselve tired frm running frm the first corner to another end. Sigh... Work there is kinda shit! Haf to handle lot of things. U haf to do everything. throw u inside and ojt for 2 days, After tat u do everything by ur own. They tot we are reali capable by wat they think. Bt they nv noe tat we are actually suffering. Tis job is reali like shit i can ever said.

Chinese new yr is coming in 1 mth time. Everyone is busy preparing for new yr. I gonna apply a few days leave to stay at home and help up for cleaning and painting of house. Hope my leave can be approved. Time passes kinda fast. Is gonna be new yr soon. Omg! I am older by 1 yr anyway. Getting older and older. Sigh...

2008-01-05T01:37:00.000+08:00

lol... I haf been in tis job for abt 10 mths. Tis time i was being send into transfer counter as well as tops! I will be sitting there settling some immgration things as well as some flight schedule things. Omg! My job is gonna be hard and more stressful tis time. Well. According to my colleague, tis was another promotion to a higher customer service agent but well. Salary remain the same till they took us as a acting officer. Well... I dun reali wanna be an officer or watever. Anyway, i am going to try put my new position and i will see how it goes. If reali can't cope den i shall see wat i can do. I did call to admin department and ask for a change but they dun agreed due to it was choosen by our management tat we should take tis position. The others will still remain the same. Omg! Again, new year new position and i gonna try some different den check in tis time. I gonna experience more work load tis time. Omg! U rise my salary pls as i dun wanna reali cares abt position. lol...

Jus bought myself a camera today and it seem like i haf been buying things for myself whenever i am stress or i like it as i feel i deserve it for my hardwork and well. No matter how much i spend i did save for my future as well as my studies! So no worries man. Well... I reali hope i can adapt to my new enviorment ya. Hopefully tis position is gonna be beta for me. Well... Anyway, i am given myself a chance to try for it. But after being transfer to tops i gonna miss my mainpool friends as well as schdule. Well. It gonna be hard for me to change shift tis time cos tops onli haf a few not like mainpool. Being transfered there, i can't reali change as most of them are officers. omg! How! My friends i gonna miss u. free pls come in to transfer area and asked me for lunch or dinner. I gonna be there on mon and sun will be my last day under mainpool. Oh... dear! Wat should i do! I need to learn new things again.

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